Last Sept. I lost a fallopian tube when the pregnancy we were trying so hard for planted itself there. Then we magically get pregnant again quicker ever before (we had been trying for about a year before the first) but I lost the baby in my second trimester in April. I've been living my "summer of selfishness" and trying to enjoy my baby-free time before we start trying again. But then a friend had her baby last night and the pictures just brought me to my knees. And no one seems to get that just because I didnt cry about it in the last month doesn't mean i wont cry about it now Nothing else to really say, just a little bitch fest to get it out before I head into work.
My mom had two miscarriages before she got pregnant with me and one more after that. Then she got pregnant with my brother, and it was a difficult pregnancy and he was born 6 weeks early, but he's 20 years old now and you can't tell he had a thing wrong with him when he was born. Keep your head up, "miracles" happen.
