Thoughts about DP with my girlfriend?

Me and my girlfirend have awesome sex. Even though i occasionally still watch porn and jack off to it. Anyway, ever since i got with her i started watching dp videos, something i wouldve never thought of doing before. But now, i even started imagining her being able to do dp when i watch dp videos. But when im done jacking off i go back to not imaging she can do those things. Why am i feeling this? If you truly ask me, i wouldnt want to do a dp with my girlfriend but i guess you can say my body wants to. I asked her and she stated she doesnt want to, i just dont know why.

 

all kinds of shit goes through my head when i'm masturbating that just seems gross once i'm finished.

 

this.

is really the only answer you need