Any ideas on how to embrace such negative energy? From what I've read and been able to intuitively understand so far, it denotes an inability to express the deeper emotions and feelings even though I may indeed feel very deeply for someone else or a personal situation. With the Moon influencing my twelvth house, it is extremely difficult for me to let my true innermost feelings show. It's like the very thought of my own vulnerability exposed in some way may take away from the true emotional self (Pisces Moon). The more I keep this aspect hidden, the longer I can keep the most sensitive and fragile parts of me inside. Those with a 12th house cancer are also said to be very generous, yet may feel slighted or upset when feeling taken for granted...This has always been such a personal issue with me. I tend to physically and emotionally go beyond boundaries to please other people, but in turn not fully receive the same amount of sacrifice on my behalf. The feelings of not being appreciated are likely to occur. When these slights are aroused in my mind, I sulkily refuse to say what is bothering me and become difficult to approach. I will intensely guard these deepseated feelings, frequently appearing unconcerned with someone else's woes... Though this is hardly ever the case. Does anyone else have this fallen placement ? How are you dealing with it in your life ? Transits and progressions count as well.
