Hey guys. Basically reason for being here is in my name. I have done psycedelics before (shrooms, DMT, acid) I normally like to stick with those three because the others are either difficult for me to get or too "chemical" for me to want to try. Unfortunately acid has yet to work for me. 2 bunk tries is all I got. So shrooms and DMT have been my experience. Ive struggled with dipression in the past and have been through many different trials. My close friends are always there for me and I know that but this is me and I have to do something about it. Whenever I feel someone else can help me I ask for the help. Which is the main reason why I am here. I enjoy being sober and I know that taking or abusing a substance is now way to "make problems go away" but there are substances that can help me figure out my problems and face them. I have decided to separate myself from my friends unless I really need them and try to be alone as often as possible (work and exercise). One of the things I hate is being alone because it gives me time to think and I dont like the things I think about. It just normally puts me in a slum. So i need to fight this fear of being alone and become happy with myself because you cant be happy with another person until you are happy with yourself. So i am joining this forum asking for the help of other lost souls or past lost souls. Help me find my way home. Give me advise on things I should try sober and tripping because I have had great experiences with psychedelics but unfortuneately I never got to experience them completely alone and thats what I think I need. A soul search sort of speak. I dont have access to acid or dmt as far as i know and the only way to get shrooms is to wait for a rainy day and hunt in the morn. But work 8-5 kind of gets in the way of being able to do that. Thank you all for any information and even to the one that only read this. We are all on a journey. "cant win when its me against me, one of us aint gunna survive"
Im in the process of making peace with the people I have wronged in the past. The people I have hurt. Because of the pain I caused them Im hurt and have been hurting for months or years depending on the person. I want to have a clean slate when I walk these dark hallways alone
Hey guidemehome. Your statement about being alone hit home for me. I have been experiencing that more and more lately. I feel as if our minds and bodies are socialized in a sense to be going at it in some way or another (ie. watching tv, reading, searching the net, socializing, etc.) and then ...we get home ..maybe home alone or with a spouse...and are in a room alone and the thoughts come and we are overwhelmed with the emotions and what we feel / think. i truly believe that by meditating ...just being...we can overcome that sense of loneliness. that's where i think it's interesting the practice of psychedelics and our mind. maybe we can chat!
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