The Abyss I'm Trying To Escape From

The words you hear of mine​

Are from a tormented mind​

Can’t think Can’t sleep​

It’s just​

Sorrow & sympathy of mine​

Why is a human being​

Such a target of despair​

It’s frequent as hell​

High stress​

Failed test​

The heart thinks it knows​

But the love knows it best​

The mind suffers best​

I mean worst​

I mean where was the rest​

Horrors kept up​

No one next to me​

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The dark​

Says that I failed the test​

Alone & confused​

Far from, wait​

In the middle of slightly amused​

The eye of the storm​

As coincidence strikes​

A lot of lies​

When they say the pain feels nice​

I’m the Heidi Fleiss too broke for fried rice​

Minus all the fun & the sex​

That comparison line was as meaningless​

As a shrimp fried jet​

Get silly​

Pretend we’re still happy​

And my eyes ​

Are not wet​

Big trick​

No angels & demons involved​

I need salvation​

A lot more than a 8 ball​

Stress levels​

Straight through the roof​

Dark and scary sympathy​

In need of a loss of memory surgery​

Cuz I don’t want to remember​

Soul on overwhelmed​

Experienced a lot ​

That said theres no God at the helm​

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