When I was 5 years old I walked on my parents having sex, of course I didn't understand what was going on, so I asked what they where doing. My father imdiatly stood, ran to the batroom and started masturbating with the door open. My mother noticed I was afraid and asked my father to stop, but he didn't. My father ejaculated and tramited an orgasm telepathically (we've all felt it sometime) to my mother. So I saw my mother having an orgasm through telepathy when I was 5. Through the years achohol and other drugs(mostly weed, coke and sleeping pills) helped me repress that memory. But recently, for unrelated reasons,'I've stoped taking drugs and the memory resurfaced. I'm 25 years old and in all my sexual encounters I haven't been able to feel any plessure. Sometimes it's painfull, somethimes my dick simple goes numb. So I hardly ever try anymore. The only time I do feel plesure, with someone else is when I conect with them telephically. Obviously, whoever I conect with, since I have no desire for sex, gets bored pretty quickly and leaves. I feel this expirence has hinderd my life. Does anybody else think the freaky scene from when I was five and my pseudo sexuel life are related?
