oh sooo you shoot H damn. im one of those people who says i would never shoot but would snort it or smoke it. right now i say i would never shoot, just because i feel like most people dont come back from the needle. i have too many responsibilities to get hooked ya know? but i do understand why people shoot, and i can only imagine how awesome it is. i would never condemn anyone for something like that though, because i know in a different life i would probably be shootin. for now i am just going to say i will only shoot if i find out i have a terminal disease or something on that scale.
Ha. I mean, granted I have a son to take care of and raise, but I don't let drugs get to me like that. At the moment, I use for two days and go off for two days. If I don't have the extra cash for it then I don't use. If I get to the point of finding myself going through withdrawals, I know that I've pushed my limits. When I first started using, I did get caught up in it, I'm not gonna lie. I ended up loosing almost everything that I had and ended up telling my parents about me using. They took my son for a month and sent me down to Miami to live with my sister, whom, might I add, converted herself to become Jewish. Talk about a hell of a time? Iono, I've just learned to take control of the drugs instead of letting them control me. I can still remember the first time I ever shot up though. I freaked out and wouldn't let the girl shoot me up. It was an hour process of the, "no.. wait.. I don't wanna die... but wait, are you sure you're not going to miss.." I was always the girl that said I'd never use a needle because I was so scared of them. I'm now a user... life's crazy!
You're playing with fire shooting heroin. You won't be able to stay in control forever. Your habit sounds like someone who might snort it, but now that you've used the needle, snorting it will never be good enough again. Ah, sigh.
I agree. As dangerous as it is to shoot up pills, I would much rather IV some Hydromorphone pills, then some H. You know how much you are getting every time with pills, and if you use a good enough filter, you can lower the risks a lot. I would maybe do some right now, but I grabbed 1/2 CC rigs, argh! Still though, I prefer snorting/eating my pills, but IV is good like once or twice a month just for a different rush.
Man, All this needle talk... I only use pills because I take them primarily for pain management. Since I have a script, obviously I prefer to take what I get that way rather than go searching for someone to sell me H. However, I do often wonder what it would feel like to shoot some of my oxy. Anyone want to comment on the process or feeling of shooting OC as opposed to H or Dilaudid? I've had both morphine and dilaudid IV in the hospital. Most dilaudid at one time was 3mg which for about 1 minute felt like every cell in my body was having a continuous raging orgasm. I had 6mg morphine IV every 3 hours in the hospital for a few days and that was great. I had what's called a PICC line which is essentially a thin plastic tube that is threaded up an artery into your heart so that when medicine is pumped in it goes straight to your heart and distributes through your system much quicker than a standard IV. Anyway, getting 6mg morphine like this the first time was amazing. but the rush is super short from morphine. anyway I'm rambling but I would like to try oxy via IV sometime. But I'm much more worried about safety than anything else so I probably won't. -V
I have a tiny habit w/ no tolerance, at all! When I first started snorting H.. it just never seemed to do anything for me. I guess that's half the reason as to why I tried shooting it.. buttt, you are correct about me never snorting it again. It's just not the same, as some of us know all too well, the rush from shooting pills or H is g r e a t! Although I do love H, I have to agree that shooting pills is a lot safer.
Yes, OP, Oxycodone is quite a euphoric opioid IMO. It is probably my favorite of the more common opioids out there. The only things I like better would be perhaps Morphine/Codeine (which I have only touched a few times in life) and (strangely enough...) Buprenorphine, because of its insanely strong anti-depressant effects.