So, every day, I go to work and prepare and sell drugs. The hoards that line up to buy them fall in to categories, like : Burnouts, Borderline personality disorders, welfare recipients, parents buying antibiotics for children, outright alcohol and drug addicts, forgers, liars, diabetics, etc etc. Very few people are sick themselves, and are buying meds that help them cope in one way or another. It is so sad to sell respiratory meds to people reeking of cigarettes. Or insulin to people who also buy mountains of junk food. I'm burning out! Many days I feel like just walking away from this societal sickness and drive into the sunset (or rather, sunrise as I live in the west) Drugs are killing me. And not the good kind, either! Oh well, gotta go to work.....
it could be that your mind is putting these people in these categories to some degree I'm sure that some portion of the people getting prescription meds are getting them to get high, and are self-destructing with them