Im the same as you beachbum. i duno where to go to find the right type of love i need if that makes any sense.
I usually only need love when my friends have it. Like, last night laying in bed, knowing both my closest friends secretely have their boyfriends at their house, while im laying alone in my waterbed. But if my friends are going through a sucky time... i usually shift into a mood where i believe relationships are just annoying wastes of time. Im way too laid back for a relationship though. I cant seem to find a girl who matches that. I'd really like to find a relaxed kind of chick who doesnt want to cause so much drama or always be worried about fucking things up. It's quite unnerving how hard it is to find a girl who just wants to lay back, have good times, and let life blissfully drift by...
I am usually this type of girl.. but lemme tell ya, when you're in love, things change... all of a sudden jealousy creeps in... or perhaps just some intense feelings.. that lead to drama.. and when problems do occur (and they most likely will) if you need to talk to other ppl about it, they may talk to others.. (causing drama... ) hehe, anyway, laid back is good, but drama comes with the territory where love is concerned anyway... i think i've found love, and boy did i need it!!! still do, of course
I need love. baby don't hurt me... don't hurt me.. .no more" love leads to ever lasting hurt- if born is birth- then love is death- and I am dead- hehe just kinda threw that together.. ITs AWESOME! I love you guys... thats all the love i think i can handle now.
