Surreal by:Kristina My hearts breaking I can slowly feel my world falling to pieces My whole bodies shaking You know it isnt that easy, trying to fake a smile constantly force a laugh to dodge that question,"Are you alright"? i try to do thinga persistantly but find myself falling behind and losing the light There's just something missing i can feel it each and everyday I look in the mirror and sadly here comes a tear it hits the floor with a splash thats when all my feelings clash i try to keep my spirits high trying to reach that sky lusting to catch a star having my wish, but its just to far for my dreams and everyone else's to come true so maybe then things would be so blue my life feels as if its taken a turn i keep trying to learn from each and every mistake ive done but find myself having to run away from all the consiquences but i promise im trying my hardest and walking these path being the toughest i will continue keeping this smile maybe just for awhile just untill i find that its real and my life begins not to be so surreal.
I was going to post the very few poems i wrote over a decade ago here and now I can't find them, I am very distraught
awe im sorry u cant find them, BUT maybe this just gives u the oppurtunities to sit down and write some new ones!
