so over the past couple of years, ive fantasized about men more often than women. all my masturbation fantasies involve gay not bi sex (although often with a woman watching). nowdays the only thing that gets me excited is the idea of being bottom to another man. ive even started to buy more feminine underwear. im starting to think i may just be thinking bi as a stepping stone to gay activity.
Sex exploration is not a simple journey with an aim getting from A to B. Thus, you may want to consider discarding your initial question: where am I headed? You follow your instincts and do whatever floats your boat without bringing the others and yourself into any trouble. The rest is really for you to enjoy. It is your life, and you are really calling the shots. So, if fem underwear and a hot top dude do it for you... why wouldn't you go for it? KD
