My first trip was absolutely horrible! I was with my boyfriend at this nice hotel and we had just got a lot of money. He had just bought a sheet of acid and offered it to me. I was reluctant at first but I guess I just wanted to see what all the excitement was about. He gave me two doses and after about twenty minutes I did not feel the effects so I snuck behind his back and took two more. After that he turned on the psychedelic music and it started to set in. First the painting on the hotel wall came alive then everything else in the room. The most vivid thing I remember about it is being in the hotel bathroom and seeing all the bacteria along the walls and floors where the maids did not clean well. I did not know what was happening! The hotel was right by an outlet mall so my boyfriend and I went to the Toys R Us. I felt like I was an elf during Christmas! Everything in the store looked so fascinating! When we left there we headed to Best Buy and I began to feel sick as hell! As soon as we got in the store I threw up! Everywhere!! Then after that I felt a little better. (Despite the fact that I was creeped out by everybody and everything). I was so high I thought that everyone was watching me. And I was so thirsty I walked right up to the freezer grabbed a Smart water and drank it before paying for it and sat down by the cash register. My boyfriend bought a stereo and I was so high I just grabbed any CDs. When we left there and went back to the hotel room it was filled with me crying throwing up and taking showers. I could not read my book, Macbeth, because it created to good of a picture in my mind as if the words were alive. The man on the hair curling box looked so evil I had to put the box in the drawer. Everything was symbolic when I was high off of acid. EVERYTHING and I could not tell the good from the bad. The apple that I got from the lobby made me think I was doing just as Eve did and let God down. It wasnt until I went and got into the pool with other hotel guest that my high started to come down. During my trip it felt like my whole life was flashing before my eyes. I felt like I could see the beginning of time and the flow of energy. I felt like the devil was watching me. I felt like my past was haunting me. Overall I felt horrible. The next day I had the worst hangover ever and a new outlook on life. One, I would never do drugs again and two, I will do right by others.
It sounds like some good came from it but you definitely underestimated the power of LSD and didn't prepare accordingly for the trip. Retail stores and stuff are terrible enviornments for LSD and powerful psychedelics.
Ouch that's a whole lot of suck during a trip. =( It's so much of a mindset/setting type of drug that it's easy to feel uncomfortable if you don't really know what to expect or have doubts about things. But at least you had a chance to check it out...on the off chance you ever did decide to try again maaaybe just chill out for a bit and listen to some music and wander around your mind for a while. :2thumbsup: :hippy: -Peace-
I would give it a second chance, it sounded like a very sparratic recreational use of the drug, where LSD should be used differently for the best effects. A hotel and retail stores sounds more like something you'd do with friends drink or high (weed).. Which is fine, but it's no wonder that it made a bad LSD trip. Albert Hoffman, the person who first synthesized LSD, would sit in a rocking chair watching out his window just to sit back and indulge in the natural world around him. If you ever get a safe chance to be in nature for a long time, I highly recommend you try LSD again, and this time read about it before you try it, it is very different than most every drug. One of the best things with acid is watching the world flow, on the come up just dance with the flow of music, on the peak you just take the ride, and othe come down is where you watch time freeze. I love to talk to a friend or friends, on the comedown, because it is very controlled and calming, a cup of tea is good here too. You can also just talk to yourself with your multiple personalities haha
Sounds like some pretty decent doses, it is funny though other than the nausea I would have considered that a good trip lol. To each their own. A couple things though, you prolly shouldn't have taken 2 more behind his back and he should probably have been more sensitive to your first experience by not doing things like taking you to best buy lol. But with that aside I would give it a second chance and take more care in selecting the atmosphere and take a little less. Cheers!
There has never been a fail that failed harder than this fail. :guitarist: I support your decision to do right by others, to never do drugs again, and I encourage you to also dump your complete tool of a boyfriend. I can't believe he's selling sheets and this is how he trips. He should know better and you should too Why on earth would you double your dose without asking or informing him? When you don't know a damn thing about the drug? Out of curiosity how long did this trip last and did you mix any other drugs?
:smilielol5:... this reminds me the time some kids buying liquid lucy from me and stole some VHS tapes while in my house. So they come back to buy more and I dosed cubes like 4-5 drops to the point of saturation, and then I told them the shit was weak and they was popping 2-3 and 4 cubes. Them motherfuckers were wrecked, I know they learned something... :smilielol5: kids: stupid 20yr old adults.
Next time I go to buy acid I'm gonna steal some of his stuff. That sounds awesome I guess everyone doesn't love really high doses of lsd like I do though.
That's a little fucked up orison..haha!I like a high dose trip, but an unpredicted high dose trip...?
I did the other doses because I was naive and and no clue what I was about to endure. My trip lasted from about three in the afternoon to four in the morning. I got no sleep. And no I did not mix it with other drugs
Alright so at least it sounds like LSD, you're lucky. It could have been something called DOx on those blotters and you would have been high for 2-3 days and much sicker.
