Remarkable, isn't it? Maybe he just hasn't found the "real kinky" or "all in the family" forums yet. My trolling forecast is that he will be talked into a cure and see the light, and then say that he's so grateful to have been transformed a ****** lovin' fag, and can deal with the existence people who are not as good as him. OP, if you're sincere in any way or amount, I suggest LSD. Lots of LSD. And considering the fact that you feel that way because you're trying to make up for personal problems or faults. You know they're better than you are. But you're not serious, you're a "mixed race racist".
Do you watch porn? If so , you should try finding one with a black girl and a white guy. If you can come to that then you're well on your way. After that, try stepping it up to a black guy and a white girl or whatever you feel might be challenging. It sounds ridiculous but all the racist people I know cannot come to porn with black people in it. Especially a white girl and a black guy.
"No one is smarter than you are" you are not sick man, you are not "wrong" or anything. You just seem to have become unconfortable with your own thoughts and your own hatred. It just means you should mull it over and over with a lot of courage ! Call yourself in question. Don't let anyone change you, except yourself. Don't censor your thoughts and feelings, even the "negative" ones, face it all and eventually you'll get at peace with yourself. PS : im tired so my post might be unclear
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Here's a thought. Racism is alot of work. First you have to divide people into seperate groups. Then you have to decide which groups that you want to like and hate. Then you have to figure out how you feel abour people that belong to 2 ormore of those groups. All of this shit takes alot of time. More than I have really so I fucking hate everybody. Stay Brown, Rev J
make at least one friend of a different race , it will open your eyes and you will be able to see things from their shoes.
Open your eyes to the fact that we all love and hurt and that we all want happiness and we're all in this together and need each other. Care for everyone as your family. This is difficult, but can be done. Just work towards it. It's not instant
1.) Mixed race? What races? Kind of odd for a racist to be of mixed racial ancestry. 2.) What motivated you to start feeling this way? Were you harmed by a Jew or a gay person? 3.) What is it that you admire about Adolf Hitler, a man reviled by virtually every society? LOL, I was once told by a black guy, "I'm not racist, only white people can be racists. I just hate whites." It was pretty funny.