Please help me, questions about MG and Lexapro withdrawal

I've attempted morning glory a couple times in the past, the last time (a year or two ago) had a fairly nice result. I was also taking Lexapro at the time. I'm willing to try it again, and hopefully have a more intense trip this time. I have to admit that I'm even more eager to do it again to "escape" my stressful life situation temporarily, and especially my struggles with Lexapro withdrawal. I ramped off of Lexapro a month ago, for many different reasons, and have spent almost a month without taking any of it. I suffer from daily anxiety, a bit of depression recently, and an irritable stomach.

My main concern is about the irritable stomach. Will taking MG hurt my stomach even worse? I plan to grind up the seeds with a pepper grinder and put them in mashed potatoes or applesauce or something. I'm hoping that tripping on MG not only takes me away from my suffering temporarily, but makes me realize things I need to realize and improves my anxiety/depression a bit.

Any advice is appreciated. Thank you.

 

They can be rather unforgiving to the stomach for certain individuals. I also do not recommend mixing them with food either, as nothing really covers the taste, and it gives everything you add it to a disgusting earthy texture. If you are really concerned about stomach aches, first make sure your seeds are organic and not treated with poisons to prevent bugs and consumption. Second, perhaps do a "cold water extraction tek" which is found all over the internet which would eliminate the need to eat anything nasty. I hope your anxiety is at a comfy level for your trip, and wish you all the best with your issues. Peace to you!