waking up in a different state of consciousness

i had this really trippy dream last night that i was just where i am now (in my room) but in a whole different dimension. it was crazy! everything was the same, but inside me i could feel that i was somewhere else…so strange. it felt sooo real. i felt like i was stuck there, like i was never going to wake up. i tried waking myself up during the dream but i just couldn’t. i wasn’t scared or anything, i just wanted to make sure i wasn’t ‘stuck’ there forever. i thought i was gonna wake up in a different spot in my room, but when i finally did wake up, i was just in my bed. where i fell asleep.
the weird part was that after i woke up, i felt a different energy in the room. i felt like i wasn’t alone. it was really dark, but i could see things shifting in the shadows, and colors moving around the room. as incredible as it was, it also felt a bit frightening. i was kind of scared to move…
i really felt like i was on drugs. which is weird, since i have been sober for a couple of weeks now… i’m thinking its was an after effect of acid, i heard that could happen. although the last time i dropped was about 2 months ago… i don’t know. it was weird, and scary, but i felt AMAZING. happy, at peace, i felt a lot of love. all good feelings.
mayb i’m just going insane now. whatever. at least it feels good.

 

Interesting dream, I have definitely had more vivid dreams the following day(s) after tripping but nothing like a dream 2 months later that I would tie to drug use.

That's an interesting philosophy you have there.

 

yeah that's why i was thinking mayb its not related.
could have been a kind of self induced halucination-type thing. i am planning on dropping this weekend, so maybe subconsciously i am already changing my state of mind or something... not too sure. either way, it was definitely a self-gratifying dream. i felt incredible after i woke up.

lol, i kid around with insanity often. its always an alternative people go to, you know, when they think something is out of the norm...