I suppose what i mean is after about 10 or 15 minutes lately, i find i feel very calm and blissful. the breath almost seems to have disappeard, and i have very little thought - im always like ' what now' ?? do i continue to watch the breath, count the breath, or just enjoy the stillness. maybe it takes half an hour before any insight can really begin? Thanks Andy
Insight comes from observing the sensation that follows. Meditation is practiced observation as opposed to a tendency to describe or narrate a particular quality. It is futile to search for results because from a state of ignorance you could not recognize them, but it is rewarding to discover what is.
Continue to watch the breath and you'll continue to notice more and more things that your mind usually filters out or isn't normally sensitive enough to be aware of.
- Vipassana i suppose just an deeper understanding of anxieties and fears, and learning not to be overwhelmed by our emotions. i love that feeling, sometimes the next day when the 'answer' to something pops into your head. i dont 'chase' after any answers - just enjoy the silence:sunny:
Ah, those few minutes after meditation are pure bliss. You feel great and it is almost like returning home from a long trip away. I like to read, whether it be a novel (Big George Orwell fan) or a religious text.
Yeah after meditation i feel great - lasts for quite a while, I know if i dont get my 'fix' of meditation - i really miss that feeling
Whatever happens - thoughts, stillness, stick with the cushion until the time is over. You notice some bliss, stillness, silence, awareness? But then there's the thought, what should I do now? Go back to the technique. Do not force. Sit, until the session is over. You say Vippassana? Do what your teachers tell you. Don't tell me you got it from a book?!
Not all of us have access to teachers so yes , over the years i have read different books, stopped for periods of time and then come back to meditation
Once you have reached a good state of meditation and relaxation.. Just sit back.. And live the meditation, you dont need to close your eyes, just be in the moment. Read spiritual books/texts, do tai chi or a moving meditation if thats what your into. Most of all, just BE
I think your last line is your answer, then.:daisy: Have you read sit down and shut up? I don't see it as a full on guide (sorry, brad) but Warner's writing is very useful for putting (Zen in particular, but others as well) practice into perspective with teh rest of your life. I do agree it ultimately becomes part of your life, not so much a vacation from reality. In one book, Warner suggests when you can sit and meditate in a noisy, distracting environment, you are starting to get it. I see his point and don't disagree enough to mention my points. Basically, if distractions can't pull you away, you have the hang of it.