How Often Have You Been In Love

I am in love at the moment with the most amazing girl who I have knows simce Christmas. We are not going out with each other and it now looks like we never will and i am a bit upset about it. She told me her feelings she had for me and said that she really really liked me but her head was not min the right space to date anyone at the momet. I hope that we can stay friends.

 

I have lusted many times and still do....but only been in love once...never since, I still am.

 

it is interesting to see so many people posting that they have only ever been in love once. my one love was a wild thing - i was young and know now that each of us thought the other could have been the one, but neither was ready for the one. it was a beautiful thing, and it is the love that underscores that for me, real love is something learned. it's placing trust in another, letting someone in, letting someone guard my solitude and me theirs. it is recognizing the infinite spaces between, not seeking to become one but loving those spaces, and wanting to embark on a journey together. i have loved, at times deeply and intensely. i have had intense lustful relationships as well. i am grateful for my early experience with being in love and only in recent years have come to understand that profundity and my own fears and hesitations in letting someone else in enough to actually be in love, rather than simply love another. i am still learning, as are most of us i'd presume.

 

I don't think I know what love is to say... But if I was going by being obsessed over the way I feel about someone whether it's requited or not... About 10?

 

never been in love, fuck that shit
don't want to get tied up in some girl and have my world crash

i've crushed hard a couple times though...and i'm trying to keep myself from doing the same thing right now.

for the amount of time that i could have pursued girls more, i have developed a pretty healthy drug affair and some nice drawing skills here and there.

love will come, i ain't worried about it. i'm good looking, i take care of myself, and i like to think that i have a pretty nice personality. i know my heart is good, though i am sometimes cold - a lot of times i am unaware that i am being cold in the moment.

i need love

 

I've been in love twice and it all started out great. Than overtime I got my heart broken but in the end they always came back and realized that I was always the one. Though for me once it's done it's done. I'm sure I'll find true love again when the time is right.