Hi, girls! I am in a deep identity crisis nd I need your help, please! I´m married, good looking, but unhappy.I always behaved a little strange (for myself to admit it) when I got drunk... something more male always appeared...but I don´t look as such... and lately I´ve been dreaming with kissing and staying with other women. 2 months ago it happened that a woman kissed and hugged me in my marriage party in front of everybody. I called her, she said it was only fun, but I liked it and I somehow felt "used" because I´m too romantic and I felt so lost afterwards. I still don´t know what to do with my life because I always feel so lonely and I have so much love and care to give and I feel I´m needy of it. I write poetry, music and I´ve been always chasing my men, treating them like my "muses" and in the end I got so disappointed... my husband is a good man, good father but I feel empty inside... I am a deep romantic creature, that somehow is always looking for a muse. I lose myself in people´s beauty. In one of these latest dreams I was treating the girl in in a way I think men should be, maybe the way I´d like to be treatened too... the fact is: I have this fight inside... and I think if a woman could fill these blanks I have, if a woman could enjoy this "giving" and romantic nature I have or maybe I can have more disappointmenst...I don´t know if I can handle it. I don´t know where to start, I feel lost but I need to try a conection to a girl. Please, where and how do I start?
there is nothing wrong with experimenting. if you dont u will probably always wonder what if. talk to girls see how you feel tell them your not sure and that u just wanna see where it goes. I personally like girls because I share an emotional connection with them that I dont feel with males. but if you feel like you have unanswered feelings emotions and questions it is better to try it then always question it
I agree with the 1st comment'' so I will tell you about me it might help you'' or learn something, am also married' in the very beginning i have never enjoyed having sex with my husband but I'd do if i fantasize another women I know its unfair of me but we all have fantasy... but i couldn't hold it in anymore because am not satisfied in my sex life relationship with hubby, 1st was reluctant to tell him about my fantasy cause i don't wanna hurt is male ego... but i had too, luckily for me he is one of those guys who really doesn't care much about sex... so when told him about it he did understand and he wasn't surprise about it he probably knows it already from me' so then he told me to go out there and start finding out maybe I'm Bi- or maybe completely Lesbian- and he will be there with me supporting it. just do it professional not do it wildly and i did, i made my fantasy of mine a reality, meet someone have good stimulating convo, it was both our 1st towards this kind of intimacy, and when we had our 1st kiss, that's was it ... it was the missing piece I' have wanted for my self, now we are even moving forward to more than just a kiss and everything we do i love it, it is really what i wanted. now we are lovers she knows that am married and no hubby will be involve and i wouldn't want that and am fallen for her. so my advice is you need to go out there and find that missing piece... because they don't just come to you mostly if your married it's a little harder but...female understands another female....you just need be honest,
