does anyone else feel

With any luck

 

every once in a while I think about how much it would suck but, never that I will be

 

yes and im almost positive thats how it was meant to be.

 

no because i am a mother. and if i werent, i still have my friends and family...
however, if your question is meant in a romantic way....no, i still dont feel i will be alone at all. i know i will make someone a good mate and someone will make me one.

 

I believe everybody at one time or another has felt lonely with no light at the end of the tunnel. It's all part of the human experience.

 

indeed and it makes the light that much more beautiful

 

Yeah, all the time. I have a hard time opening up to people since everyone I love dies. Its kind of a curse with me.

Also I cant picture a girl as enjoying my company..I'm just me..what do I have that someone wants?

 

cause you are you, someone will want you dear.

 

Absolutely! and I can't think of anything that gives me GREATER comfort.

 

Who wants me?!!!

 

everyone

 

im not alone now but i still wonder if i'm going to fuck things up again and then end up alone...hopefully i won't be alive for very long...

 

Maybe I feel that way sometimes, but I know it's not true.

 

then what does it matter if your alone

 

It matters because I don't want to be alone until the day I die, and even if I'm not alone I still don't want to live a long time

I'm not very happy tonight...I sound very morbid in all of the post I've been making... and I'm tired...

 

yes.....but if you die then they will be alone

 

You sound like a cheerleader for a funeral.

 

well 'they' doesnt want to live a long time either...

maybe one day when we're getting too old, we'll end each others lives...together...how romantic...

 

what happens if you both fuck it up..... and are drooling veggies

and what is too old ....22

 

This has gotten just plain silly. People in their 20's talking about dying when they haven't even lived yet.