hello everyone.. this is my first post, and i guess i will share that im getting two beautiful defqons in the mail in a couple days. im very very exited. i have not rolled in about a year. im alittle scared to dose tho im not really in good mental condition.. and i got seriously fried last year about 9 months ago to be exact. so now im pretty retarded lol...im hoping for this to be a really healing experience and not make my problems worse. im definitly scared, manly because mdma is a seratonon antagonist and im pretty sure i depleted my seratonin last year, like all the way :/ i really dont know how im going to react to this wonderful chemical.. i took some trazadone a few months ago and had a super crazy adverse reaction. it felt like a fire started at my feet and continued up my body with this burning tingily numb feeling.. trazadone is an antipsychotic and a seratonin antagonist also so im scared of what the mdma could possibly do to me. im already a deadhead. im definitly scared.. i think im going to keep it super positive and kinda be up and about on the come up... so yea, my package will be here in a few days. i cant wait. ill keep you guys posted
actually i just decided i might just give these defqons to someone on the street for free =] i dont think i want to risk getting seratonin syndrome.. these pills are from holland and have 200mgs of mdma in each of them, someone is going to have a good time lol! i also have some regular molly coming in the mail i think im going to give that away also. im just to scared to dose. i truly fucked my shit up 9 months ago. ive been a pothead all my life and after what happened to me i have only smoked like 5 times. and weed is to much for me. i get heavy anxiety when i smoke. even after those five times in the past 9 months i dont think i will smoke weed ever again. there is only a very small chance that i will actually dose if not..then yea, i will give these bad boys away
I don't think that serotonin will be an issue after such a long time, but don't dose if you aren't comfortable. you can take some 5-htp for a few days before dosing (get it at vitamin/supplement stores) to help avoid serotonin syndrome.
Trance91, I think you need more posts to private message but you should post a bunch so we can discuss these defqons and Molly more in depth.
yeah dude fuckin take one and give one to a friend to roll with bro itll be a blast 200mg? damn dude thats whats up.. could make those 2 pills into 3 doses and have a third friend. now i dont want to talk you into doing drugs or anything lol id gladly send you my address hahah jk ;p and yeah what egghead said.
Based on that experience with trazadone, i'd find out what is going on. I and many other people who have taken trazadone in the past have simply fallen asleep... a few times aborting heavy psychedelia. Dunno what that last part has to do with.
how many posts do you need to pm, i have a question.. i think after 9 months you would be ok, but like the guy above said, you gotta be comfortable
im not sure how many posts you have to pm. and yea i agree with your statement, and i think i do feel comftorble dosing thanks for the boost...
