Completely opposite feelings when I smoke marijuana

My guy and I, who lives 5 hours away, decided that we would be a couple. and by that i mean we will be faithful to each other, not be kissing, fucking, have emotional feelings for anyone else. Long distance relationship (something i said i would never do because it is pointless)

So while i'm sober or high on anything but marijuana, everything is fine, i love him, i trust him, blabla only good feelings for him.
But once i smoked weed, everything turns bad. I feel like i don't love him anymore, and his love is a lie. And everything that we have is a lie, that he is still fucking his ex and is probably with her at that very moment. I don't feel like talking to him at all. I just feel negative feelings towards him, and I feel as though that is the truth about our 'relationship'. But once i'm sober again all that goes away and I am in love with him just as before.

I don't like these crazy fluctuations in feelings. I'm not sure what is real, and what i should believe.

 

In a nut shell you are saying that your anxiety increases when you smoke, right? (anxiety about the relationship in this case)

 

I suppose.
I don't get anxious how i used to. In fact i don't get anxious about anything, except this i guess.

 

Being a relationship question, it is paramount in your mind, so it could be the "most important" thing to you at the moment. I only mentioned anxiety because this is a relatively common side effect of smoking. The relationship, being important to you, would be a focus point for this anxiety. (if that's actually what is going on)

I'm sure others will have other suggestions...

 

if you let those negative feelings effect you. then you're just like my ex.

 

fuckin eh...an ontario girl...kingston ontario here...us canadians are almost gonna out number the americans soon...those fuckers.....anyway...are you smoking potent weed?...the kush and high end strains sen paranoid suseptable people over the edge...

that said...i always follow my gut instincts high or straight...gut never lies,,,love when my gut instincts are bang on...

 

Smoking reveals an interior reality. Although it may not be true of the actual exterior relationship, it is true that those concerns exist at some place in your mind. Weed cannot neurochemically conjure them into existence. If the problem is not in fact with your boyfriend's behavior, then it is with some part inside your mind that can't trust him, which is amplified under the lens of THC.

...As with the means, so with the ends...Honesty is the best policy...

 

I know how you feel, the exact same thing happens to me with weed and my girlfriend, except it's not even a long distant relationship lol

 

Sounds like you're in a suggestive state. Here is my suggestion, don't be suggestive.