After eight years, I'm back.

Heya. I used to frequent this forum back in 2004-2005 when I was 14-15 years old.

I've recently decided to come back here and look at all of my old posts. This site was a big part of my life back then, and it seems very interesting to have such a clear window into my thoughts from that far back. I posted my first MDMA experience in real-time, documenting what would become the starting point in a several-year-long love affair with drugs. I posted about my parents' divorce as it happened. My post history is as close to a journal as I have, and it's really cool to read it all.

From what I gather, my early teen years were characterized by a profound desire to be myself at all costs. An almost desperate desire to pronounce myself against what I saw as a cold, heartless world. I'm better now, thank goodness, and am in university, getting my life together.

So, was anyone in here a regular on the site during the 2004-2005 era? It'd be interesting to see how everything has developed.


Cheers, and good day.

-SweeperOfDreams13

 

welcome to hip forum..

 

I had an extremely similar experience as you did.
I joined on a different account in April 2006 at the start of my affair with drugs.
I eventually got clean Jan. 1st 2009 and I have looked back on my old posts and saw what a state of mind I was in at the time. It is crazy. So 6 years later, I'm still here.

 

i wasnt here back then but i did live in ajax at the time and sold mdma to some high school kids....maybe you?

welcome back to the site

 

Welcome back!

 

Hi SweeperOfDreams, I certainly remember you ! Welcome back

 

Welcome back!

I'm sure you'll see a lot's changed...but its still a super fun place!

 

Hey, cool. Lots of old timers here, I see.

Thanks for the welcomes. It'll be fun posting again.

 

sorry, but you don't ring a bell.. maybe i was on drugs;./