not sure if this is normal what a cock for the first time.since i was in the navy looking at those dicks just want to see what its like to have someone hold my head and not let go till they cumm in my mouth if thats not bad enough i want to be taken from the rear at the same time problem is i am married and can not seem to figure out how to do this i get so worked up when i think about it i have to go take care of it. if you know what i mean.is this a normal thought i would probably do it if possible
I can't tell you what to do, but there are millions of married guys out there who fantasize about other men and/or have a "buddy" on the side. Don't feel like you're the only one feeling this way, because you're definately not. I think most women would be shocked at how many of their husbands are into men as well.
it's normal alright. however, being married to a woman (i assume) and wanting cock makes not for many 'normal' solutions to this problem of yours. if you want cock, go and get it. no other way to go about it. your wife isn't going to grow one any time soon.
I wonder... why is this such a common issue? Have you figured out why you want the cock so badly? If I were a buddhist psychologist, I'd probably tell you that excessive desire (regardless of the direction) is your mind's way of providing a simple solution to a complex problem, and might end up being detrimental if indulged without thought. Kind of like an emergency release valve, right? Figure out why, and I'll bet you'll benefit.
