I apologize for it's length, I understand most will be put off by it At 1am on Saturday I dropped 4 hits of acid, expecting it to blow my mind. Up until this dose I’ve never felt I had the “true” LSD experience that I wanted to have so much, so I was excited and eager for this trip. It hit be faster than usual, within the first 30 minutes I has visual distortion, within the hour I was fully immersed into the trip. However, the trip was very similar to my previous trips, fractals and more imaginative thought was the themes of the trip, with music sounding amazing. This isn’t what I imagine 4 hits would be like, I expected more. 4 hours later, which passed quite fast, I noticed the effects weren’t as strong as the first 3 hours, so I knew I was coming down, probably very slowly. This is where I decided weed would be a good idea, after hearing how well it goes with LSD, I was eager to see if it was true that it brings the trip back up to where it was. I took 3 hits off a joint I had prepared earlier that day; I should note I’m not a big weed smoker so my tolerance is extremely low. Little did I know the weed would not only bring me back up, but also break my reality… The following is my attempt at explaining the trip I had after smoking the weed. I was not interested in listening to music anymore, it seemed to be bothering me too much at this point, maybe I was a little worried, I’m not sure. I was at my window with the joint still between my fingers when I blew out the last hit I became aware of how different everything looked, when I blew out smoke the street blew out with it, going on for a few hundred meters. I realized it began to rain, and that someone was watching me on the street, I have no idea for how long, but it was a construction worker, I panicked, closed the window, and lay on my bed. Time from this point onwards was much longer and much more confusing, so everything won’t be in order. I laid in my bed, staring wide-eyed at the fractals on display to me, much more vivid than I’ve ever seen them, they where blinding my eye sight, they where extremely bright, maybe it was because the sun had begun to rise and filled my room with light. I was hypnotized by fractals for some time, without a single thought going through my brain. I forgot who I was, where I was, what I was doing… There was a sudden click or pop, which also had physical feeling to it… something had fallen off me, and dropped a long way down. It was a cube… it had broken off of me. I was made of cubes, I couldn’t exactly see I was made of cubes, but I could feel all the cubes, or parts, like I was a machine. I was a machine that had broken itself, a glitch, an error. I felt very heavy, and moving, sitting up, standing up felt very magnetic, and metal like. I felt was made up of small cubes, that where able to shift slightly. I kept thinking I had done something terrible, I had thought too much, too indepth, too specific, and had broken my reality, or myself. When I started to think about my situation I began to think "oh shit, this is it, I fucked up, I’ve broken something, I’ve done something terrible, I need help. At this point I had come to the conclusion that I was a machine that had become self aware and that everything I have ever experienced was not real, it was like a game that my machine self had either designed or been plugged into. Emotions seemed lesser, as if I could feel new emotions, unlike what is normally felt… Things where happening at the time that I could comprehend, but can't anymore. I walked around my house, My new reality was a similar to a retro model design/animation, like what was designed using old modeling software. I returned to my room where I began having circular thoughts that dragged me into an abyss. I had my iPhone in my hand, this is where I looked at the Apple logo, and came to the conclusion that Apple had some part in my machine making, “perhaps they created me” I thought to myself. I tried to work the phone, which proved to be very difficult; I accidentally clicked on my Xbox Live app, which logs you into xbox live It began loading, but was taking far too long, and said “retrieving information” all these emotions filled over me, accompanied by memories, that went past faster than I could appreciate them, this is when I thought I was using the app with my thoughts. The app trying to log in, it was me downloading or backing up, or uploading things within myself, I don’t know but the thought of apple being the manufacture of my machine self didn’t last very long, I had forgot about the conclusion when I misplaced the phone. This is where I try to figure out how I got detached from reality, and back into my original machine self. One thought was that I had died… Yet I was still aware of my heart beating, so I wasn’t completely sure and thought if I’m not dead yet, perhaps I’m dying? Maybe I broke something in the machine or operating system. I also contemplated that I was living the last few seconds of my life over and over again, feeling and hearing my heart forgetting to work.... I think I stopped breathing a lot of the time, at some points I could no longer hear my heart, after realizing this and taking a deep breath multiple heart beats all at once that all came with a feeling like I was thrown into the abyss. Another thought I had that maybe this was the afterlife, or the little time before I go into after life where I’m able to gather my thoughts, prepare myself, and see loved ones faces before I leave (I’m in no way religious, so I’m surprised I had these thoughts) My skin was hyper sensitive to touch, but it felt nothing like normal touch, completely different… I began going over my life as If it was the highlights of a computer game that I had just come to the end of, instead of credits rolling, scenes throughout my life began rolling. Hardly vivid, didn't quite make sense, no order, but I was looking for something, trying to figure out where I went wrong that caused my glitch. Like past few months of reading so much on the internet about peoples trips, It became so obvious to me that it was all a trap or a test, that was put in place, it was all lies that had brought me here. Another thing my thoughts showed me whilst finding my break/glitch was my vision had been acting weird the past week, I can’t explain how, but it has been acting weird, and this was the conclusive proof that I was partially broken, and that taking the acid had made it worse, and broken me completely. Music had no point, it was all made up, this whole time, all that brilliant, genius music I had loved so much was all made by me, or whoever was above me, whoever plugged me in. I was broken, so I could no longer hear music like I did. Movements felt like they had layers to them, like I was unwinding events, rather than making them. Like Everything I was seeing and feeling had already happened, but my senses was lagging behind, seeing it all fast-forwarded. (Just to remind you, this new reality was very cube like, cubes seemed to be a theme throughout this trip) I had forgotten that I was tripping, every time I figured out/remembered I was tripping I'd forget again, and this would become a thing within me where the cubes inside me would touch, and pass on it's information, whilst becoming self aware of my machine self I thought I could feel others also becoming self aware, brief time I thought I could see myself within a case of some kind, looking nothing close to human, interconnected, into a network like thing, but I don't remember seeing this a lot, or for a long time, but I remember it happening briefly whilst going into intense thought about how my body felt. I came extremely close to trying to get help from my mother by ringing her, who at the time I thought would act as some kind of engineer, somebody that could fix the thing I broke, or the glitch I encountered… Afterall all machines have someone to look after them, a technician of sorts is always available to fix something, so this wasn’t such an insane thought… Within the circular thoughts that went on for what seemed like hours, I kept realizing the answer to fix myself was “wait” whenever I came to this conclusion, enormous amounts of happiness would crash over me, and quickly be swept away with other blocks, and I would forget, and quickly try to remember what I had to do, and I’d remember… “wait”… this cycle went on for an eternity. I remembered I could use the clock to wait, the more the numbers went up, the safer I will be. I looked at my time and it was 5:55 but this confused me… 5:55 meant hardly anything to me, I had no use for time, but the way it looked was unique, and significant, I realized this and concentrated on the pattern so I could remember it, so I visuals three S’s or three snakes, and remember it just has to go forward, The next hour is a complete loss, probably forgot about the “wait” for much longer than previously… When I remembered “wait” I checked the time and it was nearly 7oclock something. This reassured me time was infact moving, and couldn’t believe my luck that so much time went by without notice. However the next hour or two was nothing like this, and instead stretched on, and on, and on, I panicked sometimes, quckly checking the time to see if it had changed, and I began forgetting what it was the last time I looked at it so it seemed to stay still…. Much of these two hours is what filled everything I have written about, I think, I just have no idea as time and the order of thoughts was too confusing Throughout the trip I repeated words to myself in my head, but they began to lose meaning within me, like the language was distant, had no connection with me, and I had to keep re-figuring out everything. Such as me having to wait, that I was tripping, that everything would be okay. I also had a strange feeling in my stomach, it was a sickly feeling, like when you was a kid and you done something inconceivably terrible, that feeling burdened me for a lot of the trip. Also at one point, where I was trying to work out my new purpose, seeing as my known reality was gone, I had interconnected with the cubes within me or around me, like I was so many different things, with different responsibilities, different reasons to be doing the thing I was doing, but I was just passing through them, confused, like it’s been like that all the time and I am only just now noticing. That’s the best I can explain it but it doesn’t even do what I thought/felt any justice. It was a truly unique feeling. Effects began to slowly subside, and I realized I could speed this up by trying to watch TV, or browse the Internet, so I grabbed my laptop and started watching TV. Within a seconds, I could feel vision reminiscent of what it should be, of what I’m used to. It was Like it was pulled into me from a far distance. This is where I wondered weather everything I was seeing was a mixture of senses, rather than solely what I was seeing. I wasn’t able to sleep for another 30 hours, and when did try to get to sleep I had very troubling thoughts about things I haven’t thought about in a long time. I woke up 10 hours later feeling refreshed and completely back to normal.
Sounds like a wild trip but doesn't really sound like LSD, the total duration sounds like a Dox, but the onset and trip description sounds like 25i-nbome.
I know nothing about them drugs, but the duration was similar to the other times I have tripped. Unless it was all not LSD? I doubt that though... Infact I REALLY hope that isn't the case. The feelings I had before smoking the weed was also very similar to the other times I have tripped, just more intense. Are the drugs you mentioned more dangerous than LSD? Health wise...
25I-Nbome is a new chemical with pratically no studies done to test its safety. We can rule out Dox if you said the peak of the experience was about the same as LSD. It may even be LSD, but words like machine and programmed trigger 25i-nbome in my head rather than LSD, I also had an eerily similar experience with my android phone on 25I as you did with your iPhone.
Did it taste bitter? Honestly it sounds like LSD to me. The fact that you said increasing the dose decreased the come up time makes it sound like LSD. I'm not certain whether this happens with 25i, but I know it happens with LSD. If the blotters were not bitter then you have nothing to worry about. It sounds like you had an incredible experience, and I hope you're integrating it well.
I had a similar experience when I combined weed with 5 hits of acid. Except being cubes, everything was triangles. Constant thought loops, the "but wait" thought for what seemed like hours until I eventually drifted into ego death. Also had a very hard time sleeping after coming down. Since then, I've tried smoking weed with both shrooms and acid, and unfortunately it now brings about a very chaotic nature to the trip. I would suggest to sticking to enjoying lucy and booms by themselves from here on out.
I couldn't tell you if they tasted like anything because when I put tabs under my tongue I produce so much saliva that it would have diluted the taste too much. It didn't even occur to me that it may have been an RC, so I never bothered actually tasting it. I asked the dude about it and he told me they lab test everything they have to ensure they know what they're selling. But still, I can never be too sure. I completely forgot to update that since this trip, whenever I smoke weed I definitely see fractals all around my vision except for the centre, and the fractals are always the exact same. My experience with drugs is so small that I can't even tell you if my vision whilst high was like this before the trip. I doubt this though.
The first bold point, you would easily be able to tell if the blotter was bitter regardless of the amount of saliva you produce. The Do(x)s are not suddle in their bitterness. The second bold point, weed was never a halucinogen for me until I experienced LSD. I look at it as once the doors open they never close. Weed can cause me to trip out for sure.
You definitely would've tasted it if it was an rc. The taste is very strong. If it had been 25i/c it would have numbed your tongue as well. You would have noticed. It's not a very subtle feeling.
I don't think he actually said "lab test" he uses test kits which you can buy online. (I think?) I definitely didn't feel any numbness at all. Hmm, so it was LSD... Thank fuck for that.
Sure man, Ehrlich's reagent is used to identify LSD, you can also put it under a blacklight to see if it's the real deal.
sounds like you had a very weird shift in the vibe of your trip and it just continued along the lines of borderline bad trip and alot of self analyzation. ive had trips like that its to beautiful to be bad but the thoughts arent exactly where youd want the trip to go. sometimes especially tripping and you just sit and think the brain can go down some weird path of thoughts that build off eachother. i cant say if you what you got was in fact what it was supposed to be but i have definately had similar experiences
I've always found LSD trips amplified my emotions and quite emotionally humane, don't recall an LSD trip where 'music had no point' either, I guess that's why I was quick to suggest it may have been something else. Very strange and interesting trip.
That's not the same as a lab test. OP didn't say in which form his 4 hits were, but blacklight won't work on blotter, and I doubt Ehrlichs would be accurate on most blotter either. Ah, ok.
I relate to lot of the things you wrote about your trip, if you're ever up for a chat about it, let me know have a nice one! x
