Hi all! I've always considered myself a bit of an empath and just very in tune with the energies of everything. I'm just wondering if anyone else has problems with being detached? I used to have bouts of derealization or for a long time I couldn't snap out of it. I'm done with seeing that as a problem and believe it's really my body's way of adapting to my energy abilities. My head is very clear and my mind is very blank. I'm just wondering if anyone else feels this way? On another note, lately this urge to "break through" has been really nagging at me...but break through what, I'm not sure... I've always felt on the verge of reaching this huge breakthrough... I just feel like somethings holding me back.. I hope someone can make something that makes sense out of this lol. I guess I'm too feely and not enough words. Let me paint you a picture... This is my favorite moment... I'm outside, in nature. I close my eyes and picture the wind picking up. it does. This surge fills me. My skin is tingling especially towards my hands and fingertips. I feel like the waves of energy fill me, cleanse my body. I love this extra energy. The wind loves me. I feel like I could just dissolve. We're one. Just thinking about this makes my hands tingle.
I don't have any abilities, but I'm pretty sure I have depersonalization, which is similar to derealization, so I can kind of understand how you feel, probably. Though, I guess it's probably too different, since my head/mind feels like it's in a constant haze. I hope you find this 'break through' that you're talking about! I'm sure you'll stumble upon it one of these days.
