can't help myself

I am not gay, but i love to think about sucking a big head and having it cum in my mouth. The first suck I ever got was from an older guy who gave me a ride in his car. I was scared when he first started talking about it, but I kept getting harder and harder, and then i started asking questions. One thing led to another and before I knew it he had me pulling it out (hard as a rock) and shaking it at him till he could find a place to pull over. When he did go down on me, i bet i gave him at least a quart of my cream. He acted like he enjoyed it so much and it was so, so, very good. He even slurped some of my cum from his chin and sucked it up as it was running down. I just want to return the favor and suck the cum right out of a hard cock. After he finished with me, he ask if I wanted to touch his, and I did, but just for a minute. I was starting to stroke it, but a car pulled in close and I stopped. I sure wish I could have finished that, but i have wanted to suck one ever since, watch it squirt and then suck it. I hope I can find one some day!

 

You don't say how old you are or where in the world you live but I should think if you put your mind to it and do a little research you could easily fulfil your wish.

Just out of interest, you say you are not gay but have you had sex with females?

Good luck with your quest

 

I was really, really young when it happened; that was my first blow job, and yes there have been many girls, but it is just the thought of that raw just get me off suck that makes me want to do it to someone. What research are you speaking of; i do not want to go to a gay bar or something

 

There are lots of different websites on the internet that you could use to meet up with someone - just have a look on the internet

 

That sounds gay to me, If you fantisize about it and put it into actions... you may be bi.??? good luck on your journey.

 

Gotta say.. Sounds like you're bi. Wouldn't be to hard to find someone to do that with

 

you sound bi-curious to me. if anything you saw how much the other guy enjoyed it and wonder if you could too. (everyone's different, remember that) i'm all for encouraging people to explore their sexuality, so go for it... if you don't wanna try and pick someone up, you could try looking for glory holes in your area, but keep in mind the risks of STD's...