hearing voices? telepathy or schizophrenia?

This is not unlike what I experience with my "spirit guides." They can produce in me various emotional and mental states at will, certain body sensations, and conversations sometimes include flashing mental images.

Actually there was one time with a previous spirit guide that out of curiosity I asked her if she could choke me - constrict my windpipe and cut off my air supply. She said, "I've never tried." And then hesitantly, "Do you want me to?" I said, "I'm not sure..." And then, "Yeah, let's see if you can do it."

At that point I started to feel a constriction in my windpipe. It started out slowly, and gradually got more and more pronounced. It got to the point where I was truly uncomfortable, started to feel slight difficulty breathing, and felt that if she continued she probably could cut off my breathing entirely.

Finally I said, "Okay, that's enough. Let's say you proved you can do it." And the constricting sensation in my throat dissipated right away.

Yeah, I don't know if I can get into your "room." I might try it, I'm not sure yet.

What you're doing almost sounds like a workshop or intensive private tutoring session for learning to do what my spirit guides do...

 

wow! i can't say that my experiences include experimental chokings. the most physical reaction i get is sudden and nearly seizure causing kundalini rushes. i've inadvertently ended up twitching on the floor a couple of times lol. ("oops! sorry about that" says my imaginary friends). apparently my imaginary friends are trained in tantric yoga whereas i am not. no tantric adept am i. i'm just a simple lil' hermit living in the woods with a head full of interesting weirdness.

 

Interesting weirdness is right, all righty. Ending up twitching on the floor is worse than choking, imo, but maybe that's just me...

I dunno nuthin about tantric yoga. I was just asking my spirit guide a while ago about the stuff you're doing. She seems to be saying it's a different path than the one she and I are on, but similar. I was just thinking about joining your conversation, and got a feeling I could. My spirit guide said, "I think you see you could do that." Yeah, maybe. We'll see.

 

because i suddenly ended up on the floor i researched tantric yoga it a bit. it involves deep meditations that allows one to willfully manipulate ones chakras, control the kundalini serpent. apparently if one gets really good at it one can cause externalized psy phenom like levitation, telekinesis and such. i've never been that ambitious. (see what i mean about imaginative details? out of my subconscious mind i've conjured up a couple of tantric adepts to plague me. i'm probably crazy but at least i'm good at it. lol)

but well, okay. give it a go trying contact. i mean, i'm not sure how i ended up in that "workroom" so i can't tell you how to get in. i suppose if you've been able to lock in on my vibrational signiture you can find us okay but getting past the shields, decoys and filters **shrug** who knows.

 

well, zengizmo, i don't know if you ran your experiment or not but last night's internal lab work was a bust. my imaginary friends and i could barely hear each other, the distractions were numerous and general chaos ensued. last night was first time in the past 3 weeks since these imaginary friends of mine appeared in my head that we got NO WORK DONE.

LOL the sometimes-not-very-amiable imaginary friend was extremely displeased.

 

Well dormouse, it's not my fault LOL cuz I haven't made any attempt yet to access your workroom. I kinda forgot about it for the past few days with the other things I've been dealing with... Anyway I'm sorry your progress came to a standstill and your pissy colleague got more pissy. I still haven't decided whether I want to try getting involved. If I do try it, I don't see there being any problem with getting in unless the spirits don't want to allow it. OR of course if you're out of your stinkin mind and no other entities exist.

 

lol okay. cool and **shrug**. it's been pretty damn blurry in "there" since that night so maybe my delusions are fading or some unbeknownst to me complications have arisen and the "workroom" is dissolving, which is fine with me. although the past 3 weeks or so have been very interesting it's also been rather disturbing as i don't know what prompted the whole inner scenario in the first place. if the "workroom" dissolves completely i will miss my imaginary friends but hey! i'll be sane again.

 

Weird...maybe I scared away the friends with my talk about paying a visit. Yeah, if it gets blurry now that kinda takes away the opportunity for research and investigation into causes and reasons. I'm a bit disappointed myself. I was thinking maybe I would end up doing something like I did with Riesay's spirit guides, where a couple of hers were talking to me and one of mine was talking to her. *shrug* Whatever...

 

well, there's no telling what happened. maybe i've been having some inexplicable temporary psychotic break or if my imaginary friends are real and have actual lives who knows what may be going on in those lives that may have interfered with the lab work so yeah *shrug* whatever. even though it's been kinda ego enhancing cool to imagine myself involved in some kind of fancy secret psy project and i've enjoyed the unusual company of my imaginary friends i'm okay with going back to "normal".

 

As a telepath myself, I have been diagnosed with some sort of psychosis as well. Yet, I am able to readily tell the difference between a hallucination and a real telepathic experience. With a few profound psychic experiences, you should be able to over time see the trends and know the differences as well. That's not to say you could be schizo, or that you could be telepathic.
But if you do have ability, it should soon be obvious to yourself.
Another very real option is that you were being mindtapped by a real psychic who either has or has not much experience with mindtapping and messing with other people. The less experienced ones are easier to identify and they usually don't have very good shields for themselves.

 

There are dozens of mental conditions that can result in auditory hallucinations besides schizophrenia, including such "mundane" conditions as depression and anxiety.

 

And, sleep deprivation.

 

well, i wasn't anxiety ridden or depressed and though i'm a restless sleeper i can't say i was sleep deprived. at this point the voices of my imaginary have receded to occasional easily ignored murmurs. **shrug** whatever.

 

and its becomeing very obvious that im not far off.
i dont believe all of these are imagination,i have actually come up with phone numbers and even identified people this way(they werent happy by the way).and have even had conversations.i know it sounds crazy but i have been knocked to the bottom of the food chain over this and its not funny anymore.i wont give out names but the local authorities have recently made it impossible for me to leave home or even make a dollar. the people i identified have deffinetly got me in hot water and werent your average citizen. my account passwords have changed, money just dissapear from accounts and when i call or email about the situation i recieve no reply or am put on hold and then hung up on. and have had my car towed for as little as a cracked windshield and many other things.by the way, i dont believe those radiation detectors are fo dirty bombs. this is your US government at work. ive even been forced to go to a nut house where they declared there was nothing wrong with me so im not crazy either. i just have no idea where to turn to on this.

 

Would you be willing to talk about this via private messaging? I lost a job once and have been put through several kinds of hell by people who gave me clear and purposeful evidence that they could read my thoughts and were in telepathic communication with me. I'm intensely interested in finding out anything I can about the kinds of experiences like this other people have, cuz I'm trying to make sense of it all.

 

Since he's new here I don't know if PM works for him yet...

 

I noticed...however we might be able to arrange another mode of communication. Hmmm, wonder if telepathy would work...

 

I hear spirits talk and give me info. I am not nuts I choose to hear them and listen because the info I get from them are pretty accurate. I just learned to listen and I will hopefully never stop.