new town, new state, people are weird here so i don't feel safe with any of my old methods. this is the worst. how you doin?
Good. Don't worry about not scoring any opiates. I have gone dry for months at a time and been fine. Had my junkie stages in life, but I was tired of being sick all the time, strung out, and not being able to hold any food down. Moderation is a good thing. You will get high eventually.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GqmRDV0a_70&feature=mr_meh&list=FLFKOz7YfYIWaSUxTA3f_4aw&playnext=0"]Tool - Sober - YouTube
Like the song. Hate being sober. But that's prolly cause sober for me means panic attacks and pain up to 7-8, and that's before the WDs. So if you can and its been this long just to clean. I'm sure eventually you'll find a job then a guy who can get pot etc etc eventually you will find it but if you can just Stay clean. Saves money time and lots of other shit to.
Opioid withdrawal usually peaks at day 4 or 5 and is gone (for a light to moderate habit) in 7-9 days except for psychological cravings obviously. But dope-sickness will end by Day 9 in most cases.
