Past Mask Zoned out Yet so tuned in How you live is forgetting and smashing past like the mask it is For today is the place we sit in forever Though old times are bright No guilt as infants But also no brains Growing pains Growing more as we realize the world We're stuck to For now I hope with all my might not forever But who can read further than time? Plant Person Come here There's free space to tide I'm floating, ears below the true waters Trees root Through my fingers I'm nothing but an absorbing plant A midst shining treasure Lucid here, real blue and tired The ovals I make my movie out of are exploding From lifted pressure This is too easy to be Too gifted to breathe this part of the milky way We never rest, our dreams are real so listen to them If intuition blurs Creativity is solid And that's the secret, bleeding through me now Requake Cells in the air Are visible as bugs crawling Across my ceiling Maybe it's the drugs But at least I can escape to the sky Spring is requaking Through my core As reality pours into a cup Swallowing the mirror that usually consumes Now has no thrill Because I can only be what I currently am And so many things are leading me to love, not just the lust that boils to the center But true nutrition that can flower in any dry soil Infinite I thought I faded Into the mist Until I heard your voice Plunge into the depths Of this hazy shadow I've called my spirit host I went crazy and slit my wrists But you cried with me instead Opened your heart like a flower pedal As if the sky was clear When it was grey with rain You made me see everything As it truly is- infinite I don't matter and you don't either Doesn't that make the pain a little softer? And our flame That much bigger? I'm Only Starting Dawn is drowning Fluttering heart of the sun, I hear it pulse through my brain Spread it's wings As butterflies And dives to the bottom of the horizon But here the clouds come To burst every thought Of the death of day No, it's only starting And so am I See Through Don't challenge what you feel that's the guide, your ultimate power it can't undo every wrong but hell, it's nice to see scratches Wouldn't you figure a past is just one bragging of the future? simple memories that unravel who you are through the exterior Guess it's better now that I've let you in Landed in present, seed in soil, as we plant memories from the beginning of our meet here we ran away from the flock to skip along mountain medows ate a plant and wondered what it was and now we see through it all we bled through the mold Dear "Drop it! Drop it!" You yelled as we rushed into eachother My bags rolling to the ground As we settled in our new home Right there on the street corner We walked to the hill Little did I know That the mumbling music And clouded stars Would be my recollection Of a dear Of a poet, stretching his passion Through hazy eyed mirrors Of a girl I hardly knew That you introuduced me to Little did I know That this feeling would errupt So naturally And fill my always aching hunger That is here now because you're gone Dissapointment I just wanna leave a mark On your soft sun That blazes out of your eyes Who knew tears could burn Or that touch could inflame Only lovers know such things Because the heat Rises up into the heart Over powers the brain And sets aside the worry But you're always left in ashes Because of dissapointment Adventures Open as the air I breathe Seperated by space and usually hot heads They don't understand yet I don't have to worry But it's not so bad I've always wanted to leave and you cut the leash And together we are wind floating on sea waves Never afraid of what we don't know Because that makes it all the better As we gaze into new, filling, adventures that'll change what we know of us Too entangled, our knots in the same belly area Set free by sticking relentlessly to our cares We are no longer dead Hearts Gotta tare down the image And go blind For a while Though the darkness swallows It reguritates sun Then maybe your deepest dream Will unfold Since you aren't trying to force it down Since you can't judge from being stuck in the same place Full of black Instead of breath being meh or bleh It's like wine Heats your face As your teary smile Leaks down your cheeks You realize you wanna live Not just survive, without knowledge So you rip down the alter And become ultimate power Metamorphosize into a winged spirit that needs nothing and no one else but here they come anyway