Not sure where to post this...Male lesbian???

I'm male, 28 and have always been attracted sexually and emotionally to girls/women. I'm in a 6 year relationship with my current girlfriend.

I have only ever had sexual experiences with women and love sex with women. The idea of kissing another man is a complete turn off.

The thing is I have a strange attraction to lesbians. I don't mean fake porn movie lesbians either, which are a turn off, I mean lesbians I've met in real life.

3 of my ex girlfriends are now in commited lesbian relationships and I always seem to develop strong crushes on new lesbians I meet at work etc.

I consider myself quite effiminate, hate sport/beer/alpha male culture and feel much more comfortable around women for both friendship and relationships. Over the years I have had so many people accuse me or ask if I'm gay.

I think I'm gender queer as when I think of what I am, I don't feel male, I feel female. But there's no doubt about my sexual orientation - I fancy girls/women.

I'm confused...

 

Stop trying to define yourself honey in the tiny little box human society has set for you~ You don't need to like sports to be a man, you don't need to wear a dress to be a woman!~ Don't let others define you, you define yourself!~ Find out what you like and how you want to live your life, embrace it!~ You are the best you!~ Be true to yourself!~

 

It sounds like you are a woman trapped in a mans body. The woman trapped in your body just happens to be lesbian. Is that anywhere close?
I'm not sure what to call it. As long as you are happy who cares?

 

Ehh, they tend to be cute.

I think it's a higher likelyhood to be wearing no makeup and reasonable/practical clothes, and to treat me like an equal instead of a different species.

Depressing.