overall lack of sanity

That's what Albert King says in this clip,,about going on the road,,@ (1:10):

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oj6S7j5E-8I"]Stevie Ray Vaughn & Albert King Sessions - Matchbox Blues - YouTube

 

I've felt the same way.

In fact like others have already said.. most have felt that restless itch to get out and wander about.

I am comfortable where I am at now. I don't particularly like that restless itch too much. Though I will likely travel about in the future perhaps, just not in the screw everything type way that the mindset I was in a short while ago would have had me do.

Everything passes.

 

Hopefully. Otherwise, you need to see a doctor and get a camera up yer butt,,lol.

 

On one hand, you don't sound so very insane.

On the other, the fact that you find it distressing in distressing.

You're being very vague, nobody can really tell if your logic is any good with no examples, other than that you can be apathetic.

I mean, even apathy could be a good or a bad thing, or a neutral thing that you should correct (the last one applies if you smoke too much pot). It could be a good thing if you really care about some things, and don't, say, care about lil' wayne or even what you eat for lunch, because you're too busy thinking about important things. Or it could be a bad thing if you simply give zero fucks about anything.

But you seem to be saying you're apathetic about things that many people care about. And that's just fine, a lot of people care about stupid, overly dramatic shit of ABSOLUTELY no consequence. Fuck 'em, and fuck what they care about.

 

its when you feel sane is when you gotta worry. whatever you do, don't see a doctor if your mind is upsetting you.

 

you're right, there are like-minded people out there. but living on the southside of chicago, i hadn't met many. recently i've been exploring the city in its entirety, i'm really enjoying it

i don't like that restless itch, i want to scratch it, but the only way to scratch it is to drop everything and explore everything.

i'm always vague, for some reason i have a lot of trouble explaining what i'm thinking to other people. i do smoke pot, but not as much as i used to, so i don't think its that, but i am quite apathetic, though that isn't a new thing, or even a pot related thing.
i do really care about plants, and people when they're unhappy. i don't care about lil wayne or what i eat for lunch, thanks. you just made me feel awesome!