So this is what it feels like to know...

So ever since I was very young I have always known there was one man out there looking for me... this sounds cheesy but bear with me (romantics you know what I mean). Here's the kicker, I haven't met him yet. But... I feel deeper in the depths of my heart, soul, and body that he is nearer than ever. I have felt he was so far away for so long and almost began to think he forgot about me but something has awakened in his soul, in my own, and I know he is now on the search. Maybe he doesn't consciously know this but I feel the emptiness that consumed my heart starting to fill with love and light and positive energy. It's like I am becoming whole (the only thing I have sought to feel my whole life). I truly feel we were lovers in a past life and much like myself he has been struggling to find his inner peace and somewhere along the way forget that his love was waiting, very patiently. This must be why I have no desire towards most other men and I don't feel the need to have mindless random sex, though I have had less than two hands worth of temporary excitement, I am human after all. I have never seen him nor has he come to me in dreams (my mother on the other hand has and refuses to tell me anything important because it will alter our paths if I know more than I should). I do know he comes from far away and has black hair. Perhaps it is the transit of Venus across the sun that has made me tap into this feeling/energy and if so well it has been a long time coming. My heart is happy and I just wanted to share it with everyone. Light and love to all!
By the way... anyone else feel a shift in energy since the transit of Venus across the sun?

 

I had that "knowing" for years. In a dream, though I did not see his face, I felt him come up behind me and hold me from behind. It was the most real thing I've ever dreamed. I knew he was close then. He did get here. It seems like maybe it was a year or so after that dream.

 

My friend Dan who is a psychic told me I would meet this guy over a year ago but his timing was off, as usual, lol, love him. He told me not to seek out love because it was meant to find me in this lifetime. I truly believe that because I used to search for it, it avoided me like the plague, even the feelings of love. So maybe my journey wasn't meant to be focused on that for the first quarter of my life but more around finding myself. Somewhere out there is the other half of my heart and there is no better feeling than knowing that. I don't care how long I have to wait, it will be worth it. My angels have been hard at work and I plan on giving them a good show for their efforts ;D

 

You have a good attitude about this. Remember it's the journey more than the destination.