When I was about 14 until about 17 I had a friend and we would suck each others dick but that's all. It never went any further. Now Ive been married for 18 years have 3 kids and I love pussy. But in the back of my mind I still want to suck cocks. I like to wear my wife's panties. And I have mostly bikini underwear I've got dildos up to 12 inches long and 2 1/2 inches wide that I like to fuck my self with I want to hook up with a male and let him fuck me and I want to suck him off. But I can't stand to see 2 males kiss. That's why I am confused I love women but I want to have sex with men so am I gay or not
Yup! Can we get a sticky about how sexual orientation is not always as cut and dry as Gay or Straight?
You are not going to be helped by deciding if you are gay or not. You want to bttm for another dude, and suck him off without kissing. State your cause and hunt down you man for the aforementioned purpose. KD
I am also feeling the sameway. But I did not get a chance to suck any cocks before.I wish I would. I am not gay but recently I have been watching porn, in that some how I attracted to big cocks and the way girls suck cocks. So I always imagine I myself taking those cocks into my mouth.
