I'm just posting two things I've written lately. I'm not sure if they're good, I've been too stressed to bother... it's what came out, pure and uncleaned. Happiness is a Lie Going through the motions of self-control Pretending nothing matters, like you have no soul the time ticks by and the pressure cracks through to the bones - they sear through attacks What's the difference between the young and stupid? If it's all the same to you, I'll remain informed and depressed Knowning the truth is worth more than happiness, because honesty is real Happiness is a lie when you're inside my head I love easy and lose hard, but I'm no fool to believe in forever Forever comes too quick, like the Knight that never shows when you need him I cry for you almost every night, wishing you'd just see the the words I write You mean everything and nothing - I can't compete What's the difference between love and friendship? If it's all the same to you, I'll remain alone and distanced. Knowning what's real is worth more than the weeks we spend together Happiness is a lie when you're inside my head It's fine, I'm alright - just a million more lies Do you say it for your self to keep the dream alive? It hurts them more, but I'll never speak a word of truth because silence is the secret, the utopia where I live What's the difference between freedom and laughter? If it's all the same to you, I'll remain trapped and quiet Knowing what's out there is worth more because what happens next Happiness is a lie when you're inside my head All the lies and half-truths that nobody has to know I'm just hurting myself, but it's better than me than you I laugh at the truth now, the pain minus beauty What's the difference between inspiration and happiness? If it's all the same to you, I'll remain intregued by sadness Knowing what it feels like is worth more than the alternate numbness Happiness is a lie when you're inside my head Will everything become all better, like they do on TV Do they wind up in love or become best friends? One goes out and the other stays home I'm just here, looking at the world What's the difference between reality and fantasy? If it's all the same to you I'll remain unconsious. Knowing is a pain, worth more than the pennies inside my pocket Happiness is a lie when you're inside my head A Million Sonnets A million sonnets will never fare because no words can explain my love, true I am a slave of love, for you I bear enthralled by your wisdom, it's not what's due Will the books I read in depth become you The tragic fate ran through our lives before Let us be together and honesty will debut Like birds, we fly away and start to sore Don't let the sorrow dewll, that is my wish My love, come through before it is too late As one, our lives are more than just childish dreams or worthless moments left up to fate Your eyes, so deep, spoke truth of tu et moi I knew right then, you were my Kerenina Thanks for reading.
