Yeah, I said it. You heard it. I've worked in chemical dependency, so don't tell me to go to meetings and rehab. If I wanted to be clean, I would do that. I'm well aware that there is a huge neurotoxicity factor, that I'm likely destroying my basal ganglia for future use. I don't want lectures. I just want to stop putting the shit up my nose. Frankly, I've never been so highly functional, and I don't want to quit. Sad, no? I'm not even sure what's in Bubbles Glass Cleaner. Saddest part? I'M A FORENSIC CHEMISTRY STUDENT!!! I know what I'm doing and I don't care. I don't mean to be a downer, it's just that if I wanted to stop, I would ask for advice on how to stop. I would like to know if you think an RC stimulant might be a good replacement, or if I can smoke this Bubbles shit...
And If You Don't Use A Good Quality Glass Cleaner On Your Windows, Life Can Be "Hazy".... Cheers Glen.
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Hell yeah with the pictures. But seriously, my nose is falling apart. Pretty girl with Michael Jackson's nose- no bueno. If aphrodisiacsshop.com wasn't a cryptic wasteland of...waste, I could just find out what Bubble's active cathinone is and order it from an RC. Wow. Sometimes my genius feels downright inspired. Then again, I could be high as a kite.
Well, inspired genius; Yes. Another RC would be better. Anything is better when you actually know what it is. What it could be (from my less than genius, non tweaked out google search) • α-PVP (alpha-Pyrrolidinovalerophenone, O-2387, alpha-PVP) - Scheduled in New Mexico? • α-PPP (alpha-Pyrrolidinopropiophenone, alpha-PPP) - Commonly causes burning of the nose, a contradiction. • MαPPP (4'-Methyl-α-pyrrolidinopropiophenone, 4-MePPP, MPPP) • MOPPP (4'-Methoxy-α-pyrrolidinopropiophenone) • MDPPP (3',4'-Methylenedioxy-α-pyrrolidinopropiophenone) • MDPBP (3',4'-Methylenedioxy-α-pyrrolidinobutyrophenone) • Butylone, bk-MBDB (β-keto-N-methylbenzodioxolylbutanamine) - Speculated to cause Mydrasis, a contradiction. • Pentylone, bk-MBDP (β-Keto-methylbenzodioxolylpentanamine) - Speculated to cause Mydrasis, and burning of nose; both contradictions. • Eutylone, bk-EBDB (β-Keto-Ethylbenzodioxolylbutanamine) • Ethylone, bk-MDEA, MDEC (3,4-methylenedioxy-N-ethylcathinone) And that's as close as you're gonna get.
"I would like to know if you think an untested form of methamphetamine with no medical literature on it is a safe replacement to my addiction to an untested stimulant who's name I don't even know which also has no medical literature on it" sometimes taking a step back helps? "or if I can smoke this Bubbles shit..." Well, you can, sure, but the question is are you going to regret it a lot in a few years? You talk about damaging your basal ganglia like they are your toenails. For a student in a highly cerebral field, I think you should be extremely careful with what you put in your body that effects your brain! Ultimately you are talking about your own ability to feed yourself. No one wants to hire a fried forensic chemist. Think of your future income if nothing else.
writer, i think you of all people would know not to call another drug "a form of methamphetamine." but forensic, you should lay off. do it.
And it's funny. I stopped. I just stopped. Okay, well, I started going to a therapist and I take a little Ativan...strange