Ive always fantasized about men. I am in a very loving relationship with a great girl. Shes equally as freaky as I am. We've experimented with toys, strapons, etc. I cant stop thinking about taking a giant dick in my ass. Ive used some pretty big toys in the past and it feels amazing. I can just imagine how the real thing feels. Jesus, that felt good to say, I've never "said" that in public before. But I love my girlfriend madly, and shes very understanding. I just don't know what to do. Act on these thoughts? Or supress them and hopefully they'll hide for another quarter century.
thats true, But I have a fantasy of letting 5-10 guys take their turn with me for my first time. Trial by fire...so-to-speak. And it just gets kinkier from there. I'm just not sure how to approach her about this.
Let her know asap. Don't lead her on any longer. It simply isn't fair to her if you are having other desires.
Definitely talk to her. She may even set it up for you as a surprise. You won't know how she'll react unless you tell her, and it sounds like she may be cool with it.
you could suggest a "devil's 3-some" (M/M/F) though i'd think that the experience of bottoming for another male wouldn't be much different than bottoming for her wearing a lubed silicone strap-on (3-somes have a history of destroying relationships) i've bottomed for males before and even once where he was wearing a silicone cock-sleave, and other than the increased size there wasn't really any difference. and silicone toys are about the same, just without a person behind it.
