Blah , Blah , BLAH ! That's what I always hear. My heart is full of hate for you .. I WANNA SCREAM , but I care. Yes, I care.. ...Care enough to not put a knife "somewhere". Im evil. I feel it. It's flowing through my veins. Help me , PLEASE Help me. I dont wanna feel this way. But you did this to me. YOU , as in the reason I'm facing these 4 white walls . Strapped with cloth to my chest. In a corner , In a ball . They said I screamed . And stated " I didnt care" and then I... put a knife , "somewhere" . Now Im evil . I can feel it. Its in the flow of my veins. No one helped , and you're the reason I feel this way. ( I do a lot of poetry online. ) It was originally done here : http://www.poetry.com/poems/286330