There are three girls living in my house, and I want to be all three of them, because they seem to have such great sex lives. I only know them to say hello to - they're just neighbours. One of them really screams sometimes - I hear her from two floors up. I've no idea what their boyfriends are like, but I wish I could ask the girls to describe exactly what they do, or even watch them do it. The one in the room next to mine was having a nice time earlier today, and luckily I had little to do. So I quickly stripped, lay down on the bed, and listened. As she went, "Ah - ah - ah..." I felt the wetness down between my legs, fingered it and rubbed it on my hard nipples, further turned on because I felt so naughty spying on her. (I hope she's not reading this, but I'm certainly getting aroused writing it). Later this year I will be going to an event where, so I'm told, there is usually a big orgy, and I want to be right in the middle of it. I want to completely abandon all my usual ladylike dignity, and let all my desires RIP. I want to display my naked body, and be given the biggest orgasms I've ever had, in front of everyone - especially in front of my friends. I want them to be talking about it on the way home. But to come back down to earth, in reality it probably won't be like that. I've been assured that if I want sex I will get it, but I'm aware that I'm not the most stunningly attractive person, and I will be one of the older ones there. But if I can find at least one nice man or woman to sleep with, that will be good. I'm not going to identify this event, because it's not a sex party: there's a serious side to it as well, and I don't want to encourage people to come to it just for the sex. So don't ask me what, when or where this event is. I've become obsessed with sex lately, encouraged from discovering this forum, but that's probably because I've been without it for so long, as a result of bad relationships and other personal problems that put me off for a while. But I'm feeling more confident now, and have made new friends, so I want to make a new start. And once I've had a bit of fun, I want to find love as well.
Good Luck Red Rose. Act on you wants because you only live once and you don't want to look back one day and say I wished I had done that.
