I'm currently having a difficult time right now. Questioning my sexuality as a man. I luv women. Like deeply luv women. Everything about them... But theres also this dark secret side of me I don't tell anyone I know about, due to being scared and maybe a little ashamed. As much as I luv women... I lugv dick at the same time. I luv how it looks, how it tastes, jus a picture of a dick can get me hard. I've only given a few blowjobs, and ate ass, but thats it. And I want more. A lot more. I have no desire what soever in being with a man romantically. But sexually, Yes i want that. I even thought about wearing panties and a bra for a man if he wanted it. I luv shemales too but never been with one. I jus luv dick lol. I also want to get fucked and try so many things. Im jus kinda scared someone I kno may find out or judge me, etc. and its kinda hard for me to find some gay guys who are down, or bi. Jus becuz im not gonna go out there and pursue a gay or bi guy. I jus wanna get fucked and suck some dick from time to time. Is that so much to ask? Lol. Am I wrong for feeling this way? Im a heavy set guy too, so im not attractive, at least in my eyes... I need some dick bad too :/ lol
I,m not a big or heavy set guy but I feel exactly the same as you do and I,m sure there are a lot of other guys that do as well, tough spot to be in, it would be nice if there were people on this forum in the area to meet up with with similar interest.
Guys, Apply some empathy to this, and the life will get suddenly much easier on you. Most men on the dating sites and in real life cruising areas, spas, baths, beaches, etc., are simply looking for sex. No one is explicitly promising any romantic involvement whatsoever, unless they specifically say so. So, you are fine by default. Do not burden yourself and anyone else with your emotional side. You want some m2m sex with NSA. Go and get some. No questions asked. Tons of dudes out there will be happy to get their rocks off with some little help on your part. Few of them may be expecting a romantic involvement, too. But that's a negotiable part. Be truthful, state NSA very clearly, and you'll still get lucky. KD
Dude I feel the same way. Looooove women. Though I have had some m2m experiences, I've never really gotten to do what I wanna do much which is give head. I'm also fascinated with that part of a guy. I wanna do it and more than once, and maybe eventually try anal. I just want it to be right, but I wanna get to know the dude first, no first time hookups/one-night stands for me.
