Hey Old crone, Alot has happened in the last couple of months. I have been taking alot of days off of work lately to take care of my mom and to help around the house and get ready for the holidays. I dont think my job is too happy about it but I do not know what else to do. I am most likely going to be taking off for awhile until my mom gets back on her feet again. I feel like just leaving work and taking time off to think for myself because I really dont know what direction I should go in. I have alot of things to work on with myself and things have been stressful lately. I dont like my job anyway but I sort of need my benefits and I dont have any clue of where else I might want to work at. Can you please guide me in the right direction? I feel lost
Hi Peachkiss To not be happy may be a signal that you are not listening to your own inner spirit, and heart. Then again this may just be a moment you are passing through to seek answers within yourself. question; 1. What do I want to do? 2. Why am I here? 3. What purpose does my life serve? 4. Who am I? I could go on but you get the point. or the question as it may be. answer: To be true to myself understanding I am spirit having a human experience. So letting go of the emotional attachments while seeking to embrace the choices you make will take you inside to your own creations. My daughter once asked me what she should be and do with her life. I handed her the fly swatter and told her be a fly swatter. Later that day I heard her sister let out a scream. Her sister had swatted her while she was reading. I fell asleep and woke to my daughter swatting me with the fly swatter. I grabbed the swatter from her and was about to explode when she smiled and said. "I like being a fly swatter." I replied I was not a fly. and she giggled and replied, Oh do I only have to swat flies or just do what my nature calls to me. We laughed, and went out for pizza. What I learned was we all have dreames inside of what we want to try, and do. We all doubt our purpose from time to time, and we all are just as creative being as we are doing. So seek within yourself your nature, and dream, and if you do not know, or have one CREATE one. Then with all your might chase your becoming until you find you always were no more than the choices you make within yourself. In this find the power of being happy is as equaled to choosing to be sad. Become the being you want to be, and rise within the beauty of your own uniqueness. I believe in you. Use this moment to start. follow your heart, and not your emotions. The emotions are but seasons where life shows us balances we never dared to dream. There in lies trust.
