Psychedelic Bump XIX

I actually may NOT be partaking in any psychedelics for the upcoming events I mentioned. My head is in a bad place right now. Received some bad news about my mom. Chemo isn't working anymore and the only thing they can do is more radiation that will break her ribs, which won't heal, and leave her in a lot of pain. The Dr gave her 4 months to live which I know is worst case scenario but still quite disheartening to hear. If the radiation does work it will give her more time on this earth but it will never be enough time to me.

So instead of relapsing back into my own opiate addicted ways I am channeling this bad energy into making music with my little brother. It has been going great so far. I will post our tracks if anyone is interested as we finish them.

 

sorry..gmc..

 

I'm so glad to hear that like me, you're resisting the temptation of dope, dope is for dopes except once in blue moon used responsibly. I'm dismayed to hear of your mother's health crisis. I'm yet again living with an aging hippie, one who's had brain surgery and is in her final years. It seems I'm destined to perform psychedelic therapy to the elderly for life. It's a proud feeling, it is really too bad your mom would likely turn away LSD if you offered to guide her through a trip. It helps both loved ones and the dying to dose Lucy buddy. I hope to talk with soon, we don't talk enough these days and I miss you :love:

Stay strong godmachine! Give your mom all the strength you can channel; maybe suggest LSD?

 

Bump for 80 mgs DMT. WOW! Incredibly intense trip, want to say more about it but at the moment Feel like I need to screw my head back on.

 

I wish you and your mom well with her remaining time. Music is a great outlet.

 

G0dm4ch1n3,

Sending you and your mom good vibes.

Gentle Detoxing may help a great deal, you can check out calcium bentonite clay ( aboutclay.com ), probiotics, body ecology diet ( http://bodyecology.com/ ) and http://gerson.org/gerpress/ for more info.

 

I gotta hear about this...

 

Ya they are pretty damn sweet. I have seen them live twice. Glad you had a great time man.

Also sending positive and loving vibes to GM. <3

 

Good luck with your mom and yourself, gm.

I'd second cosmo on suggesting psychedelics to her, so long as she could be in the proper set/setting.

 

GM... Peace and good vibes your way.

I don't know if I would have survived this long if not for music.

This isn't exactly your kind of music but if you find yourself, struggling... plug this into your ears with your eyes closed and see if it guides you to center.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8zwTEKY4meE"]Entheogenic - Love Letters To The Soul - YouTube

It's not what we've done, it's who we loved and who loved us back.

 

Completely off topic and for this I apologise.

GM, don't really know what's happened in your life since I last scanned these forums a few months ago but my energies go out to you particularly, and of course everyone else here at HF.

Just wanted to say a big thank you to all those who helped/supported/spoke to me whilst I was writing my dissertation project. It's all in the past now!

Hope that all of you are well

 

Thanks to everyone for the condolences. It means a lot to me .
As far as my mom taking psyches, I highly doubt I could convince her. I was able to get her to vape some weed while she was going through chemo but only a few times. She freaks out too easily. I know she has drank mushroom tea in the past and she didn't like feeling altered at all. She doesn't even like taking her pain meds. She will wait until she can't handle the pain any longer before she takes any.

Idk. It won't hurt to talk to her about it though.

 

It's horrible that you're receiving that news. Cancer sucks, but doctors who play the reaper with people is worse. The power of the mind is extraordinary, check out imagery therapy, it's a bit out there but has been proving itself as a pretty successful alt medicine. Sounds a bit out there, but hey, this is a thread about psychedlics. My heart goes out to ya, and sendin good vibes your moms way.

 

sorry to hear that. my dad died 9 months after being diagnosed with lymphoma. went thru chemo and everything. hard times. hang in there and spend as much time as possible with her. after my experience I learned so much more about nutrition as well as researching about possible natural alternatives. If I had the opportunity again I would have made him go the holistic route. We had a really good holistic doctor. We started it so late (when he had a month left) there wasn't really a chance, but I feel like if we started it earlier he would have lived.

Here's some good info on several alternatives:

Ionized or Alkaline Water

Vitamin C Injections

Capsaicin

12 Cures for Cancer

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sbIixJI_oa4"]The Gerson Miracle - YouTube

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SeU--wadrMY&list=FLkDHyY-GjyWbFMVvmRRI9_w&index=7&feature=plpp_video"]*LIPOSOMAL ENCAPSULATED VITAMIN C - As Effective As IV - DIY for Pennies, 8ALOHA.COM* - YouTube

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQGxV0G7uhY"]Leaf - RAW Cannabis Leaf Juicing - YouTube

 

vaped i'm guessing..
all at once?! that's musta been a challenge

i've seen them twice now too


sorry about your mom, GM. glad to hear you are making music with your brother as an outlet.


bump for just getting back from camping with my little brother and my wife. my bro an i each dosed 2 stars yesterday at 4:30 and had a pretty amazing trip. we stayed up til almost 6 AM talking and laughing around the campfire.

i got to know a few things about him that i never knew,
and at one point i told him he was gonna "re-teach me how to trip"
or something like that. we were talking about visuals, and how i don't get them that hard anymore, and he was showing me some "tricks."

maybe i'll post more details when i have more brain power. i'm feeling pretty great (no after effects from the L), but also pretty sleep deprived. slept 4 or 5 hours after dirty heads, and then went to work all day. and only slept for maybe an hour or two total on friday night when it rained for about 6 hours and my tent flooded mildly.

i've got some pics too, but no space left to upload them on HF. every time wanna add new pics i have to delete old ones.

here's my favorite one:

 

sweet pork. post those pics.

 

Well I just had a tr written up and then it got erased, not eager to write again tonight. Yah got the full dose, was incredibly intense and the most difficult thing for me was a real world experience prior to the DMT trip that helped me find peace and contentment in a tidal wave of pure emotion on dmt, fell apart a day later. I didn't experience a comedown in the traditional sense but after the intensity of emotions from the DMT trip to these past couple days, I feel pretty miserable.

 

sorry to hear, GB. hang tough

(i meant it must have been a challenge to physically vape 80 mg at once though)


CONGRATS on the dissertation, electric cheese!! are you a PhD now?

 

I fear DMT because of the intensity of the experience, there must be some difficulty returning to the everyday world of simple things, without the ability to even remotely express what you learned on the trip. At least, that is what it seems like in most cases. Obviously it's completely different with ayahuasca (with the aid of a shaman, I think). Would you say you are 'struggling with the cosmos' or just naturally feel like shit?

 

I'm struggling with a female. I hope I'm able to utilize this DMT trip more usefully in regards to my cognitive and emotional growth eventually but I learned that when considering set and setting, I need to take into account how the potential lingering vulnerability from such a powerful trip may influence/exacerbate real world issues I may have.

With DMT, I have tended to put full precedent to the pre trip set before I explore it, I guess I hadn't really considered the post trip ramifications. With Psychedelics like LSD and MDMA that have more accessible emotional material I can relate to the real world and for me have a defined come down period I take into account the possible post trip set more. I'm not sure how I could even go about considering the post trip fall out and effect DMT may have on simpler things as you say, the DMT trip is so abstract and incomprehensible.