Creativity Down When Stoning

Yeah so I smoke from time to time, I mean I'm no Michael Phelps but I do smoke a decent amount. Usually I buy like a 10 bag, spend a week smoking a lot, burn it all, then go a coupla weeks without doing it. Lately I found that when I'm in one of those benders (I know the word bender is an exaggeration), I can't access my creativity like I did when I started smoking weed. I don't know if I built up tolerance, or if it was just that since my acid trip, I didn't like it as much, or maybe because I got The Fear really bad on spice a couple of times and that is affecting me. Anyway I'm a musician so I kind of need to be creative so I'm taking a break, but since quitting, my manic depression has been coming back in full force. So uh, has anyone else had a problem like this?

 

My creativity was usually up when smoking and in the pits when not...

 

smoking $10 worth of marijuana over a week dosnt sound like a lot.

 

Me too, but sometimes I'm afraid the execution suffers a bit, heh-heh. :biggrin:

 

Never really ran into that... I'm usually more focused and detail orientated.

 

No I know it's not, but it's enough to be stoned every day if I'm not wasteful. I know there are much heavier smokers here but for me smoking every day is pretty heavy. It might just be though that I'm a lazy type of stoner. However, since I stopped smoking, I have felt a lot more creative, while also having manic and depressive episodes return. I think what it is, is that maybe the weed has been treating my bipolarity? I mean, for my feelings, that's great, and I definitely feel better a lot of the time while stoned, but it also kills my ability to create things. I just had like, idea death. It's not like only when I was stoned, but when I had any amount of reefer in me, even like the afterglow.

 

smoking or vaping $10 worth of weed? if you smoke that over a week and get stoned every day off it.. shit $10 worth of weed would last you a month with a vape

btw.. creativity is over 9000 when I'm high

 

What 9000?! There's no way that can be right!