All Things Psychic..or Not

No matter where one runs or tries to hide They will end up coming full circle and have to face their own hearts. Psychic Awareness is not an excuse but a journey into the sacredness of all that is. Some things I have learned along the way is who you are and what you feed will grow. This growing, as does psychic ability and gifts, touches not only others lives, but our own hearts as well.

Psychics are not victims. They chose this path and in the akashic records set up lessons and experiences to help them face the choices they make. When a psychic reader taints a reading with their own emotional gluttony, they become addicted to the energy of the reading and care little for who they are reading for. In other words when a psychic does a reading The Psychic is responsible for what comes through and what they share and say. Abilities of awareness manifest in many different ways. Dreaming is one small way. Everything in and around us can be used as a weapon or a tool to harm or help ones self and those around them.

Discernment is a must. Knowing what is real and what is imagined is also a must. Knowing your intent will take you into your own heavens and hells that you have created. To do a reading and then say, "I'm sorry I think this is energy from another site or reading I did" Is wrong and the reason so many psychics are seen as frauds. This is an excuse for not taking responsibility for what one does and says.

See first thine own heart. Just as a Healer must first heal their own dis-ease. What a psychic reader and Healer do is line up the energy so the individual can do their own reading and their own healer. When excuses are used one needs to back off until they can come from a well and whole place first within their own hearts and minds. Anything less taints a reading.

The ego must be the ally and not the cross a psychic hangs on. To find the lesson or information in an image that comes up is what a reading is all about. For example when working on a crime those involved do not want to know What is happening, they want the tools and information to solve the case. To many psychics get off on their own self importance as if they were verbally masturbating and frothing at the mouth on what is happening and do little to solve the case. One who sets their own self importance before others expecting people to bow down to them is hiding behind a mask of darkness and depression, falseness and lies. The other half of this are those who flock to the emotional addiction of energy as if they were a moth drawn to a flame. Do not feed the energy you do not want to turn on you.

Psychic seeing is about self empowerment for all. Each must take responsibility for the part they are playing. There is no power in a bully if there is no one willing to be the victim.

To love and respect others is to first love and respect ones self.
May Light and Love guide your way.

 

Old Crone, I don't have any problem whatsoever in loving animals. People are a little harder for me...but it is quite difficult to love what dislikes me. Yet, at the same time, I most certainly do respect myself. Does that make sense?

And myself, I struggle to even like or to occasionally love myself.Through the years I've had a LOT of "constructive criticism" (yeah, we'll call it that).Yet, one must first love themselves, right? I know a LOT of people that love love LUV themselves..and often its those very people I ask myself how in the world they can even LIKE themselves, much less be in such self-absorption/love with themselves.

I guess I just wanted to know a mode or method(s) to better love or accept oneself.

 

Yes they do not want to know the bad stuff, just where the body is. And that is almost impossible to do. I have seen hundreds of people read a case and I have not found one case yet that they have found the body from a vision. I notice others feed off others visions. The only real way to do a read for a missing person is in a private session where only one person funnels all the info and no one sees the others info. I am working on trying to figure out why my mind gets attached to the bad. But there has always been a bad in the past life and some really make sense it is when you really get off and take a path and keep going down that wrong path and that is what I am trying not to do. Thanks

 

Rick

There have been many cases solved with visions as you call them. What one focuses on grows. So as one focuses on solving and not the drama and self inflation of ego, the case can be solved. As much as I understand private readings, I also know these leave room for a tainted readers own dirty little secrets of wanting to be god like as the reader feeds off the doubts and sorrows of the one they are reading. When solving a case everyone is part of the bigger picture and everyone must expose their purpose and reason for being there in that moment. We each create our own heavens and hells. To feed the darkness and bad only allows the wound to fester in a persons heart and spirit. A reader can choose to he a destroyer or part of the energy of healing.

Again when one finds they are in a limited place with their readings and feeding their own glory and self inflation they need to step back and stop doing readings. The world will not fall apart. No one is so important that the world will stop spinning if they step back and take time to heal their own wounds and hearts.

 

i wasn't sure about psychic stuff before but a gipsy told my girlfriend she was going to me a man with my initials

she met me a few months later.

it was all very weird how we met anyways.

either way

i'm quite interested in all things spiritual now.

just felt like saying that.

 

Hi Lynnbrown

Oh I do understand. I remember one day buying a new dress for Easter and getting my hair done. Everything was perfect. As I stood before the mirror I felt something was missing but everything seemed in place. Then I heard the voice of a child giggle inside me and say, "Yup, the outside is perfect the inside side is still the out house." I thought about that throughout my day and discovered we have 3 selves inside us.

First self is the Child. Here everything is seen through the child's mind. All the temper tantrums, and self involvement. The Me me me me factor. This made me smile as I could remember as a child stomping my feet because I wanted chicken for supper and not pork. My dad being creative thought I should learn how a chicken got to the table. We lived on a farm so dad with a big smile agreed to my demands as I stomped my feet. For all of two minutes I was so proud of myself for getting my own way and reminded my self not to forget the power of imitation tears and stomping my feet. Then everything came to a screeching halt. The family was gathered together and let to the barn. With thirty chickens ...now with heads chopped off, feathers plucked, and gutted, I lost my appetite for chicken. But dad was not to be stopped. We washed, cleaned up, and cooked chicken. Took me years to learn to enjoy chicken as a meal. Today years later I am careful to offer thanks and gratitude to those who get my supper wrapped up for me. So yes, the love love LUV drives me up a wall when I can smell my own childish temper tantrum behind the words.

Next comes the Adult self. Here all the responsibility, work, demands of a different kind, lost hopes and dreams, and on and on and on drain us until we are running on the proverbial rodents wheel. We do what the collective society sets up and we wonder is their not something more....something we are forgetting or missing out there. I grew up in foster care and so had a lot of experiences facing different family units. Then when I became one I was not surprised I had forgot to imagine why I was here. and lost sight of who I was as an individual. Like the Child I wondered who could love this mess I had become. Reminds me of the day my daughter could not find raising for the bread we were making. She disapeared and came back with a jar of ants. She said no one would know when the bread was cooked besides she asked the ants and they agreed the warm bread and oven sounded just fine. I learned what we give our life for is what we will both live and die for.

Next there is the Higher Self, The God Self, The I Am. Here I am reminded to walk in peace and harmony not trying to be something I was not but going to depth of my being and know Only that peace, joy, and love I became from with in would last. Just recently put in my personal forum a post titled The Souls Cry. Our Souls are trying to remind us that there is more to the bigger picture and to truly love is to Become the love you wish to be. Yes there will be disappointments and sorrows along the way but our joys will always out weigh these things. Focus on that you wish to grow not because you Feel like it but because it is what you choose to be.

Now to answer your question. Methods to Love.
1. See all you have faced as a class for your growth. We are here to grow. Love that awareness.
2. Embrace the consequences of our experiences and lessons knowing that regret, excuses, would have, should have, could have, and guilt serve no purpose. Enter forgiveness and let the roots go deep inside you. Here bitterness is a weed and grows like a spider plant. Do not hold on to what does not serve your intent and purpose. Live in the embrace not the holding on and clinging for validation to your self worth.
3. Define love knowing the expression of love changes as does our face but in the end as in the beginning we will return one day to that which we are...LOVE. Living, with Only, the Vibration, of Energy.
4. Everything is personal and nothing is. Here we need not search for miracles but see our self as a miracle. Let each thought and choice become as a plant in your life garden. You are not alone. Love is a choice as much as chicken and ants. We choose the connections and the expressions of the steps we take.
5. See your self in 5 different ways. Pick one each day and spend time loving that part of you. The deeper you go the deeper the love you feel and grow will become part and one with you.
6. Learn to laugh, dance, and swim. And do not sweat the small stuff. If you ask what is the small stuff...the answer is everything is the small stuff given enough time. As we stop fearing our separation and death we stop fearing our living with wholeness.

So how do you love the inside you......the same way you love out side of you...you choose to. and it does not need to make sense, it just needs to be true.

loving you was always about loving me, because in loving me I was also knowing what loving you would ask of me. This is what our Souls Cry is about.

 

Back in 2003 my spirit guide Deanna wrote to me in an email, "You don't need women. What you need is inner peace."

I wrote her an email another time and told her I loved her. She wrote back and asked me, "What is love?" I tripped all over myself trying to answer that question, and she never replied to my attempt.

A few years later I wrote her another email and told her I had figured out what love is. "It's chemicals," I wrote. She never replied to that email either.

In actual fact she has spent the last nine years helping me get a glimmer of what love is. The way she has done this is by being mostly an asshole to me externally while internally being mostly loving toward me. I was talking to her about this recently - telepathically, since she blocked me on facebook last year. I told her that she was breaking down my ego by external disparagement, while simultaneously building my emotional security with love and encouragement..."on the inside," she interrupted, "where you can't use it for your ego."

Except when I report my cool experiences here, of course. But at least I'm aware of my ego involvement. That statement also feeds my ego, of course...etc...

Anyway the point is that this whole process has shown me some glaring differences between chemical love (i.e., romantic love) and spiritual love. Romantic love derives much of its pleasure from ego involvement. The closest analogy I can think of for spiritual love is when you're completely immersed in an activity you love, so you're in a state called "flow," single-mindedly pursuing the one activity so that other perceptions, thoughts, and ego concerns are set aside.

 

I was able to love myself more when I started forgiving myself

 

Windy, that reminds me - another aspect of Deanna's methodology is that she and her cohorts have several times gotten me in major trouble for the stupidest little things. The result of that is that I learn more effective ways of bolstering my self-esteem under the onslaught than the ways I came up with as a small child, and also learned that it's pointless to be concerned about others' opinions of me, cuz it says nothing about who I really am. And getting in trouble a lot gives you lots of practice learning self-forgiveness, too.

Coming up with explanations for the hell I've been through is also helpful to my self-esteem.

 

Thanks so much, old crone. Not only was your post extremely helpful...but I am still laughing and grinning about your daughter and the ants. (also) Bless those chickens and chicken (parts) handlers.

Seeing you lay everything out so well, so precisely makes me think well, Good Night! Why shouldn't I have seen/known that, by this point in my life, anyway?!

Again, thanks for the time you spend imparting your wisdom and the help you so willingly give.

 

hi crone.i have a question.a few years ago a lady stopped me in a busy street.i did'nt know her.she said you have a magnificent purple aura round you.then she said this is your last time on earth. you will never need to come back to this earth again, when your time comes ta leave it again.an then she turned an walked away.i never did understand what she ment.but i still remember it.what do you think she was talking about ?

 

Zen you're so strong. Battling the ego and not concerning yourself with what other people think is hard. You get an A+ in my book

 

Thanks for the kudos, Windy. However my ego really wins quite a lot and people's opinions of me mess up my mind more than I'd like to say, even after all this. What's nice is that despite my rampant imperfections, I can see some major improvements in my outlook now compared to before the spirit guides started messing with me. So that's encouraging. :2thumbsup:

 

Zen you contribute so much good to this forum and I always learn something worthwhile from your adventures.

 

Hi, Old Crone -

I really, really like what you wrote there!


I'd like you to take a look at something for me, if you will.

Several years ago when I was having work done on me by my holistic chiropractor, she got a message for me. She told me that my grandmother, 5 generations back on my father's side, wanted me to do something that she had not been able to do.

I have always wondered about this. I have since done alot of work in my family's genealogy. Going 5 generations back, there are 32 women this could be, lol.

I just would really like to know what she was referring to when she said she wanted me to do something.

I'd be happy if you could have a look at this. Thank You.


If anyone else picks up anything about this, feel free to private message me about it. I'd like Old Crone to answer in this thread since I asked her about it first.

 

Hi Roamy

She was doing a couple of things.

1. First she was drawn to your energy and trying to make a connection. People are drawn to certain energy and grid patterns. Your aura and energy vibration are like a song. Auras have different textures and colors and often change with life choices.

2. She was trolling or fishing if you will. This is how some shallow psychics build up their bookings. They give you praise, prick your fear and curiosity, and draw you in. They will often give you no name, and just turn and walk away. They make you the pursuer so the psychic if need be can escape with, ""Well you called me.""This becomes a never ending wheel of ""If you come back I will tell you more, the You need me hook" This type of reading is meant to take a persons personal power away and make them dependent on the psychic.

The challenge with these kind of readers is they are shallow and leave more questions than they answer. They also feel good and are much like the worm on the end of a hook. Had she been real she would have introduced her self and lingered to talk so you could have gotten to know her. She would not have set you up. A fishy reader can pick up several readings a week doing what she did.

 

Hi Aerianne

Often when working with healing energy an individual will get partial messages and symbols that come through. Often these messages are miss read and incomplete. The one getting the messages miss reads the symbols. So lets back up and put the information together.

1. The number 5 {5 generation} is about the meaning of 5 in numerology. Here the main theme is about Freedom, Self Empowerment, Being true to your own heart, Not living in the emotions. and Getting on with your life. There is much more involved here so I encourage you to look up the number 5 in numerology. Chances are the connection to the past for you was a symbol for your own healing and asking you to look forward and let go of what no longer applies in your life.

2. People of 5 generations ago have moved on, returned, or chose to do work on the other side. They are not hanging out like mice in a cage just waiting to give us a message. Their energy is much like a negative to a picture that lays in the closet of our blood line.

3. When ever a message or someone comes through asking you to do something use your own wisdom and take on only what resonates with you. If "they" say Do Something and are not specific" Move on. If the message is specific check to see how much the one giving the message is involved or invested in the out come. Just because someone tells you to jump from the frying pan into the fire does not mean you have to or should.

4. Many messages are about the opportunity to pass on light and love to those around you. Sometimes a spirit who has not fully made the transition to the other side and is living with personal attachments need to tap into someone with high energy to feed off the emotions. This is what the spirit feeds on. So the healer who worked on you left herself and you open to the wayward spirit to get their emotional fix or coffee. Of course the spirit will not say, "I am a wayward spirit getting off on your energy" They will say, "I am your great aunt Sally here to give you a message." lol

Next time do not accept the partial message but be free and stand for your own truth. This is your life and not the past generations time to complete something they did not finish. Know what is yours and what is not.

 

I love you, too, windy. Chemically speaking, of course.

 

Thank you, Aireal.

This healer applied Numerology during the Acupressure healing. She took readings on the patient through Kinesiology. In this way, she would give you a number to focus on while she held certain pressure points. At the stage of the session in which she gave me this message, normally she would hold my feet, tap them together lightly and arrive at the number I was to focus on at that point of the work. This is the only time that she ever said anything remotely similar to a message from an ancestor. I guess that's why I've remembered it.

We worked with numerology over a few years, and none of them stick out in my memory more than another.

I see now that she gave the number 5 to me in a way that she knew would stick with me, lol; because it would carry energy that I would most need for the coming years. She is wise that way.

Thank you for your opinion. It's helped me to finally see what this dear healer was doing for me. She didn't mis-read or give me any bad message. She saw me where I was at the time and realized what she could say that would cause me to reflect on the true message, subconsciously, for years to come.

Now, your wisdom has come along at the perfect time for me to further unravel the meaning. Very cool the way this connection between humans works.

 

Thank You all for your thoughts and comments.

I am teaching class tonight on Self Empowerment , and how to work with Energy. Thought you might enjoy some of my notes.

Energy Work
When converting Intent into Energy
1. Know your Intent.
2. Know your weakness.
3. Work without judgment.
4.Perception holds the key to understanding.
5. Be a conduit, and do not make everything personal and about you.
6.Never use Personal energy for Readings or Healing sessions. Learn how to tap into the Universe or Spirit. Personal energy will not build fast enough and will deplete you. Universe Energy will feed you.

Numerology and Choices will set the stage for the desired out come and consequences.

When including another or being included…Know what is yours.

When Energy work is something you do and not something you are, you will be wanting and lacking.

Count sacred what you have …not what you wish for.

When creating or using energy walk in discernment.
For example;

A personal reading is about using energy.
Manifesting something is about creating energy.

{To confuse the two will offer dis-ease and confusion to the work you are doing.}

When working with energy know how and what depletes energy. Ignorance and excuses have their own consequences.

In all work you are part of the dis-ease or part of the solution.

Do not insist on “my will” as if you were a dog with a bone. Stand with an open hand both to embrace and let go.

Energy Work begins and returns to personal Grid pattern vibrations.

{{the hardest reading I have ever done was to say to the one I was reading for, {I am sorry, I am personally and emotionally out of balance in this reading.}} The woman smiled and said, “Great. Now lets begin again. When Your face is against the wall, 1st. Speak your truth. 2nd. Begin again.” Five hours later I had learned to get out of my way when serving up Love and Energy, not Ego and Self involvement.

Always find the human in humanity of both the individual and collective realities. All living vibrations have something to show and teach us. In other words I do not believe in Kiss and tell in a reading…but I do believe in Show and Tell…this is about Self Empowerment for all. Integrity, Respect, and Truth do matter.