dream of giving birth inside a ball of water and colors surrounding

....I had this dream lastnight where I was pregnant and that I was at school sucking on a very sharp knife.. sucking on something that was on the knife.. Not sure what it was... I was then in the cafiteria (still in my dream) and I saw Sean (mc.cloud sean) and I was going to ask him for a ride home because I kept stumbling and falling asleep as I was walking and I kept sucking on a sharp knife... I was looking all over for him and couldn't find him and he just disapeared. This one teacher asked where I should be and I told her to fuck off and kind of fell asleep... I kept falling asleep. My stomach was getting bigger and everything and finally I started giving birth to a baby (but not in the hosptial).. Instead of giving birth to it in a hospital I was giving birth to it in a liquid water ball but with colors all around the ball and finally the baby came out... All of a sudden I was in a shed with the baby and I was asking the father of the baby if he wanted to take the baby every second weekend and on wednesdays. All of a sudden I was flying I was flying from the shed and stuff and I saw this chinese guy in this one shed and he was chasing after me... Then I looked in the merror (still in my dream) after having the baby my skin was all stretchy and started drooping and you could clearly see my bones and I had strech marks everywhere... I was soo ugly. Then at the end I was sucking on the knife again.....

 

holy macramony! what a crazy dream...thats kool...or in words of paris hilton,,,"thats hot" ..(yeha, try saying it, its fun....no, its hot.. .yeah, imanut)really, i know it has a meaning but i cant quit know what it is, but then again, i cant read dreams or i'd read my own, good luck finding the meaning, i have a physcadelic gream too, i will tell u in .." dreams in class." ok,

 

it was a very messed up dream