In my mind, out of my body. 5/6 APB TR

So the other day my roommate and i dosed. She had a very small dose of 5-apb and enjoyed it very much.

I dosed 5/6 apb combo.
I had ~50 mg of 6-apb and maybe ~100 mg of 5-apb.. maybe a bit more didn't have a scale. I did dose then re-dose as well...

This song was wonderful for the come up and through out the trip. But it was pretty amazing for the beginning of my journey.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cb61AVsxD34"]Motorcycle - As the Rush Comes (Gabriel & Dresden Chill Mix) - YouTube

The first dose was at 8:30 pm. Then i had my re-dose at around 10 pm.. My first dose i felt it and was a bit rolly but not a lot yet. I was pacing around and had some music enhancement. The room mate went to her bed so thats when i redosed. It felt like it hit nearly instantly. Within 10 minutes i was definatly up.

Everything i saw kept on swirling about. So then I decided to move to my sleep spot in the bedroom. I felt the kitties energy which was really interesting and it felt like her energy guided me to my sleep spot. I moved my comp with my music, water, fuzzy blankets and everything there.

I fixed it up and made myself comfortable and listened to music. I sat there and listened to music for a while. A bit later as i was listening to music i started seeing fractals... It looked like i was looking through a kleidoscope..
This song was clearly amazing at this point. The way i felt it.. just words cannot explain it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i8M-Moo4imQ"]Radiohead live: idioteque - YouTube

I did create a playlist pre-trip/roll... it was a pretty amazing playlist but at this point i clearly felt this song. . I tried chewin some gum it was kind of sweet then i started to feel icky so i threw it out. After a bit i did throw up. I have never enjoyed throwing up before.. lol... But gosh the way it felt. so AMAZING! The warmth down my throat just felt so good. Then after i threw up a few times the kitties energy told me that i had to stop. So then i stopped throwing up and had some more water. I did feel that after i threw up the fractals and the roll/trip got way more intense than before. Then for a while i felt like i couldn't move. Like i was glued to my fuzzy blanket and sleep spot.

Maybe after an hour or so of listening to music and thinking.
I couldn't stop thinking. Sometimes i felt like i was completely in my head. Other times throughout my journey i felt out of my body. It was pretty wierd.

I contemplated on some thoughts in the past and about my move to Oregon.
About it being a good choice. Then i thought about and considered some emotional material. During this point the emotional material really got to me and I wasn't sure i could handle it. It was really really strong.
This song meant a lot to me at this point..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWiwuiT58Yc"]Plain White T's - Rhythm Of Love - YouTube

The whole time i was zoned out i was moving with the music. I called it "dancing in place." Felt really amazing. I was really zoned out I didn't see my roommate checking on me and refill my water. I'm not sure at which point she did that but she told me the next day. She said that i looked like a zombie and wouldn't blink once the whole time she went in and looked at me. After a while when i came back i was chatting with a good friend on skype text. It was really hard to read the conversation and to type back. I had earphones. I had them in and out the entire evening. At this point some chemical brothers and basement jaxx really hit the spot.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RVlQQxJtJ5Y"]Basement Jaxx-Where's Your Head At (Live @ Glastonbury 2004) - YouTube

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xu3FTEmN-eg"]The Chemical Brothers - Galvanize - YouTube

Then i was just dancing in place and listening to music for quite a while.. i was still attempting to text my friend on skype. I was still oh so fucked.
Thats just clearly how i felt. was COMPLETELY fucked but in the most wonderful, beautiful, blissful way.

This song was pretty amazing. The way it felt was just so beautiful.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0jl_uEmHxpM"]Mimosa - Kinetic - YouTube

Then i decided to see what hipchat was like while i was completely fucked.
So i entered and i don't think that i typed too much. I was zoned in and out a lot with my music and dancing. I wanted to get up and dance but i felt so good just moving in place with the music i didn't care to get up. Maybe if i had someone to dance with i would have. Before this roll i never thought i could just move and dance and feel music the way i did that night. It was a pretty great experience. All of the colorful fonts in hipchat was pretty cool too. chat was moving pretty fast and it was really really hard to concentrate. It was hard enough to concentrate enough to change my music if there was a certain song i was feeling like i had to listen too.

I had my colorful fuzzy blanket, a brown and tan patterned fuzzy blanket and a rainbow zebra print pillow case with purple and green fuzzy socks that looked and felt and looked pretty amazing during this roll.

Then about 4 am i felt like i was coming down but still completely fucked. I didn't hardly get any sleep the night before either so i think i was just tired. By 6 am i finally laid down and went and had a cat nap til about a quarter til 9. I got up and listened to more music again and i still felt very very rolly. Still lots of music enhancement and my entire body just felt completely blissful. So i danced and moved with my music basically about all day

I didn't start to really feel an afterglow until about 3 in the afternoon.. Then about 6 pm it started to fade some.

This was a wonderful journey and i really enjoyed the fractals that i saw and some of the emotions i felt were hard to handle but i think they benefited me in the long run. I do believe that this particular roll changed the way i perceive some music and the way i feel it when i listen to it. I feel it more then before as well.

During the time since around 4 am i did start chewing gum.. i was clenching myteeth real bad. during that time and by 6 pm the next day i went through an entire pack of gum. Was definatly better than the spoon...lol

Its been a few days and i am still randomly clenching my teeth. I hope it goes away soon!

At some point i do think i fingered painted in my puke as well.. cause i woke up and my fingers and under my fingernails were black and i was wondering how that came about.

I had a pretty decent music playlist.
I listened to a lot of
the chemical brothers
massive attack
basement jaxx
radiohead
younger brother
mimosa
the verve
blue king brown - samoa's song
atb
aphex twin
shpongle
dj hixxy
underworld.. to name a few

 

Cool Report!

The Apb's definitely have a long duration, it's good that you got a quality afterglow. The depth music takes on while rolling is absolutely remarkable and moving to it even better, I'm glad it's having a lasting impact for you, The swirly's and color enhancement can be pretty cool too.

I've never purged while rolling before, it's interesting that you enjoyed throwing up on it lol. That conjures up some amusing mental images, good you had that kitty as a guide. The puke fingerart is a bit weird tho.

It sounds like you experienced states of trance and that's cool you were able to confront some emotional material as well and had such a positive experience, the 5/6 apb combo is pretty amazing.

 

sounds like an intense "roll" and a hefty dose

edit: i like that first song you posted. i showed that to TNS and he LOVED it on one of his trips. someone on here could have showed it to me though (maybe GB, or maybe you, toes)

 

Yes gb it was pretty amazing..
Originally i wasn't going to combo it but only had about 50 mg of the 6-apb so decided to combo it.... i still want to dose the 6 alone... would be difficult to not combo it if i have both though it was such a beautiful experience.
the playing in my puke and making art in it is kind of wierd but it happens i guess lol
facing the emotional stuff was pretty tough but i got past it.. i just hope it stays positive
it brought on some confusion but i think over time i will slowly piece it together.
yea the kitty was awesome.i have always felt like i had some kind of connection with animals but never that strong before.


and yes porky it was a intense experience indeed but very worthwhile and beautiful.
Thats the highest dose of anything i have ever taken. I just kind of dived in there so to speak. I am not very experienced it was only the second time i have rolled. It was a fantastic experience but i wouldn't recomend it to someone not very experienced with these things.

 

Cool TR, very entertaining.

 

You write very well, 2 days gurning ouch ... no fun ... its an interesting one APB that is for sure...
try everything once, do you think you will do it again?

 

lol thanks i guess felix.


It was so much more than fun dawn. It was so beautiful!
I have done 5-apb before dawn. this was my first with the 5/6-apb combo.
Pure bliss. I will definatly do this combo again. Now i want to dose the 6-apb on its own as well and compare them.

 

Nice report, I liked the music (videos) that went with it!

RADIOHEAD IS AMAZING!! OH MAN I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU TRIED THEM, SO AMAZING!! My favorite band if you can't tell

Fun to see how you had a good time with a lot of music, I've still been to impatient to enjoy a pure music trip as I have wished on doing!

These fractals seem interesting! It really does take a weird experience to feel how psychedelic puking can be, it's almost as if you want to be able to do it in a way once you've experienced it. At least that's how I feel. gum sounds strange, did it ever feel like you were biting your own tounge? I had a sensation of having a giant numb tounge, but it was fun to suck on for the flavor. haha

Great experience, and nice report!

 

Thanks! I included those specific songs (videos) because at those points in the journey they were reallly some of them i guess i can say expressive to me i guess they just kind of really stuck out at those points and i felt i had to include them. Yes I LOVE radiohead.. especially that song stuck out to me most during the time.. COMPLETELY AMAZING i probably listened to idioteque atleast a dozen times hahaha

The fractals were wild and i have never experienced fractals before.. ive done salvia and that prodduced things moving that weren't (like objects) but nothing like that and at first i saw things like swirling then moving then got to fractals... The puking was definatly interesting i have never enjoyed puking before but it was pretty amazing as wierd as that sounds.... The bit i made in the toilet i sat there and watched it for about 15-20 minutes appearing then dissapearing.. was really cool. Yea i think it would be interesting to puke again but not exactly something i would seek out haha

No i didn't feel like my tongue was huge or i didnt have any urge to chew on it but i had lots of urge to chew on my cheeks and lips.... the gum actually during the roll wasn't a good idea after chewing it for a few minutes i disposed of it.... but towards the comedown and afterglow is when gum comes in handy.. i went through an entire pack and a half or so between the times around 4 am til like 8 pm the next day

and even after about 2 weeks i still had urges to grind my teeth and clench my teeth randomly

I would recommend gum for the comedown. My first rolling experience i chewed on a spoon and nearly ate it haha was horrible then i moved onto my baby brothers candy and that helped a bit so this next roll i was sure to have like 2 packs of gum handy

I'm glad you enjoyed the report it was a very powerful, impacting and intense roll/trip so i thought i would share it!