Heres my story Well for those that know me, Ive been through a lot(like most) and honestly try to do the right thing. I was brought up Christain by my grandparents while my parents always and still have a crack addiction. I was brought up going to church at a young age and never knew what to think of the people there, i didnt know if they 'had' something or if they were really just weak-minded people who were lead astray. My little sister still goes to church and recently i have been attending with my fiance. The pastor is a young man, about the age of 30, the church consits of about 200 people,ranging from little children to 80 year olds. He kis known for his 'on fire' way of preaching and for that reason the church is growing by the week. Its a rather new church. Something extremely weird is going on, and here is my attempt to explain. Im completely convinced this church is a cult, and my well-being may very well be at risk. Let me start off by saying that there are so many synchronicites in my life I am convinced something magnetizing is really going on. This may or may not be a delusion, of course, but just hear me out. I started getting into an acid phase for i have extremely potent, clean lsd blotters. 2 weeks ago, saturday night, i tripped in my room, my girl was there and couldnt tell i was on lsd, im very good at hiding it and still have an awesome time when im with her. As my trip is going on, she is noticing an increase in 'energy' or a hightened sense, through me, through the acid. i say this because many things happened that night, ill only mention one for the sake of the story. my AC totally shitting the bed during the peak of my trip, like the build-up broke it, or something a long those lines. After this happened it dawned on her that I must of taken LSD or mushrooms, because of everything that built up to this situation. I denied it for the sake of my trip and we eventually went to bed. The next day we wake up and she has this URGE, a very strong sense of DAVID WE NEED TO GO TO CHURCH. We got into an argument because i didnt want to(because i was tired from tripping the night before) and we fought and fought. I finally gave into her and went to church. So we are in church, all dressed up, enjoying the kindness and good-vibes that everyone gives off. We are singing praises of worship, and I start reading the lyrics on the big screen...i was in total awe. The lyrics made me tear up because they were so true. The songs basically talked about philosophical and ego dissolving content. I understood the lyrics perfectly, they were timeless. Pure wisdom were these lyrics. I was totally mindblown and i was crying my eyes out because I had thought that these people were in-tune with the same thing I was and that Christianity was the right religion and so on and so on. If you read these lyrics to these songs they were singing, i guarantee you would agree. I then made the obvious connection that my girl made me go to church for a DIVINE REASON because of everything that went down at church and the night before. She isnt into any of this, let me add. Thats why i finally gave into her and went to church because it was real odd to me that she felt the need to go so bad. So then after the songs were over, the pastor starts preaching and really articulating spirtuality so well i was shocked. Im saying to myself "this dudes a christain how can he possibly feel the same way as i do about all this". I kept repeating sentences like that throughout the sermon. The service ends, and we go home. I took it as a very 'spirtual experience' and i thought that weekend had changed my life and blah blah blah FAST FOWARD 6 DAYS, SATURDAY NIGHT AGAIN. (i bought a brand-new AC for my room over the week) I eat acid that saturday night, behind my girls back again.n ight goes on and its kicking in, i eventually start to peak. She and I both notice this build-up in energy.She can feel it in the air and starts having deja-vu because of the week before and how real it was. We are laying together, me tripping balls and her holding me, not being able to see my eyes in hope she wont notice im trippin sack. She starts wondering if im on acid because of this obvious build-up in novelty/energy/magnetisim.Then I start peaking and what happens? My AC shits the bed in a very loud manner, the same exact way as it did before. Now it becomes 100% obvious i again am tripping on acid and that something really freaky is going on. I, of course am not surprised by this because I am a dedicated tripper. She literally starts having an ego death, while being completely sober. She is in shock that all this is real and that I wasnt bullshitting her about the power of the tryptamines. The night goes on and on and we eventually go to bed. Now we are in the same position we were in the week before. Me burnt out from acid and her having this very very strong 'epiphany' thats telling her SHE NEEDS TO GO THE CHURCH FOR SOME REASON, and i have something to do with this reason. We argue again but very shortly because I remembered how the last week service had me in tears, and with all the synchronicitys how was I going to say no? So we go to church, im still coming down from the effects and she is all dressed up, looking SO cute to the point my heart felt like melting. I start reading the lyrics again, and of course they made perfect sense and I enjoyed it blah blah blah blah. Then this 'fire preacher' starts preaching. The name of his sermon was called "Gospel Alignment' and the big screen showed this picture of the Olympic rings saying 'gospel alignment' above it for a visual description of what he meant. He starts literally explaining the psychedelic experience better than I ever could...the man is going off on these concepts only i could understand, such as thing like..and i quote.." JESUS REPRESENTED TRANSCENDENCE INTO THE HIGHER REALM, HE IS THE TRANSCENDENTAL OBJECT, ITS ABOUT ADVANCING INTO NEXT LEVELS "..etc and im looking this man in the eyes, nodding my head furiously. He then notices that I am on his level and know exactly what he is talking about. I noticed as all this went on he KEPT making MORE AND MORE long-lasting eye contact with me, and the more he did, the more he started stuttering in disbelief that he wasnt fooling me. I couldnt believe what I was hearing. At first everything he was saying made me want to get to know this man, i said to myself "he is a man that knows his tools" i wanted to be friends with this guy. I thought he was extremely happy that someone in his audience actually used tools for exploration as well. let me add that during this sermon, my fiance, multiple times, kept saying to me "THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU HAVE BEEN TELLING ME I CANT BELIEVE IT"(we went out to breakfast and i tried to explain the nature of reality) and i kept saying "i know i know this is crazy we are on the same level!!". This happened atleast 5 times during his sermon. My fiance said I could easily be a preacher because we both talked about the exact same thing. So church ends and im as excited as a little child, eager to talk to this man. I was leaving the church because i noticed the pastor was holding the door open for everybody, with a smile on his face as he was watching people exit his church. I start walking up to him, looking at him. He notices me and IMMEDIATLY shifts his eyes trying to hide the fact he noticed me, but i saw him. I continued walking up to him and the whole time he is deliberatly looking away from me. He seemed ashamed of something, i couldnt understand. He was afraid to make eye contact with me, let alone talk to me. This broke my heart. I just didnt understand. I was obsessed with what happened to the point it was making me sick. I had nobody to talk to and nowhere to go. I went to the only man I trusted with this kind of stuff. Tupac Shakur. My girl recently bought(randomly, which i find it to be a major synchronicity) his last album Killuminati: The 7 day theory. I listened to the whole album and I got my answer in the song titled "Blasphemy". The opening 3rd verse starts out as...and I quote.."The preacher wants me buried, why? Cause i KNOW he a liar. Ever see a crackhead? Thats eternal fire. Why you got these kids mind thinkin that they evil, while the preacher gettin richer sayin honor Gods people" Conclusion? This church is a cult, and im going to continue to expose this fraud. I stand for the truth and ill be damned if my little sister is going to continue being brainwashed by these evil, blasphemous people. Ever since she has been going to this church me and the family notices her 180 degree change. My mom told me that her herself had a very strong gut feeling upon stepping foot in the church that this place was evil. She said it was so strong that she couldnt sleep for 2 days. Then she kept going to the church because her daughter is an active member and she wanted to know what was going on, and as time went by the church "grew" on her and she started loving it. After I told her my story everything made sense. Im caught up in the middle of a holy war in the psyche and i just may have just stumbled too far, i hope I know what im doing and God sees my intention are pure. One love.
Im basing everything off my personal experiences with DMT and mushrooms. Just so happens LSD was what I was tripping on when this guy decided to go off on shit he knows his audience cant sink their teeth in. Ive seen the hyper-dimensional object on breakthrough doses of DMT, and im convinced this guy has as well. And LSD and its relatives belong to the so called group of the Ergolines.
I don't know what you are talking about. Maybe you shouldn't trip so close together. Maybe your AC doesn't like LSD
Man, I sure wish I didn't rationalize everything into boring sense all the time. :daisy: I wanna play 'constantine' too.
No, ive had a few days to integrate everything. Sorry its so long, but i shortened it as much as possible. Everything i wrote is significant to the experiences.
I like the short version of the bible myself. God Created Earth then came Christmas and Easter, the end...
doesn't seem like a good relationship if you have to hide what you do every weekend from her. i don't see how you could even enjoy tripping if you're hanging out with someone you have to hide it from the whole time.
those were the only 2 times ive ever tripped with her. She doesnt mind it at all and wants to start doing it with me, i just prefer to not let her know. She respects me so much that when she does realize im tripping, she wont even mention it. your missing the point.
huh very interested psychedelics and religion, shit can get deep... real fast I personally dont think it was a coincidence that your AC fucked up again, im not a preacher or nothing but it seems like it was meant you went to church for some reason, weather to please your girl, to talk to that guy that avoided eye contact with you or whatever Sometimes I honestly believe whatever happens in life, obviously happened for a reason, and the events that happen threw out life, were pre-planned by who ever or whatever
I was so excited to talk to this preacher because even my girl was saying I was explaining " christs consciousness " just as good as he was. my girl is confused, i need to tell her that he was a fraud, and that we ARE ALL GODS SON.
we dont sell drugs here cybersax. your newness, and the nature of your posts is questionable. smokindude. le sigh. organized religions are cults. they come in different flavors, and extremities, but they are all cults. everyone can choose to be deluded, or not. you cannot stop your sister, you be damned or not. you can only lead by example. they say that god is love, right? so why the FUCK do so many people worship the middle man, without EVER attempting to understand what "he" SYMBOLIZES. Love. Love. Love. Love your family, love your friends, sure. but how many people choose to feel love for everything? Love the earth and all its creatures and quirks. like is just what we call a small love to feel less awkward. feel the love, and you become the spirituality. i am my faith. powerful feeling of peace.
interesting story. the preacher may not have wanted to talk with you about these things around the rest of the congregation and that may be the reason for his shiftiness. you'll have to press him further for a one on one chat if you want to know the answer. I wouldn't mind hearing what he has to say.
you probably didnt install the ac right twice. but oh shit dude, I want what ever the fuck you are taking. sounds like a lovely trip
if your plug-in for AC is only a 110 and , say you got a 220 AC, of course it is going to BLOW everytime. a 220 cannot go into a 110 outlet. check it out. and, man, lay off the acid. it's killing what little brain cells you have left. i mean it.
