Girl in my life having major total fucked up shit

So, this girl I was seein moved away August 1st and since then we've talked a little but not much at all. She claimed to never to never do anything but work.

Then her cousin found dope in her room, and she claims to have no idea where it came from or how she got it.

Then she mentioned that her cousin told her she was smoking weed with some guy (she doesn't really like to smoke) but she says she has no memory of that. She was in and out of the house that night, I guess.

What the fuck is this? Is "I don't remember" always a bullshit excuse or is there some truth?

She said she hasn't been drinking much yet is still "blacking out".

She's being sent to a 30 day rehab in a few days.

History of depression, on meds for it.

Talked to her tonight and she was fine but then started saying weird shit about cats and thought I was talking about cats. When we said bye, she said "climb the wall and kick her ass for me". It wasn't a joke.

I think she's got some serious neurological or psychological thing going on here. This isn't right, it can't be.

I told her I believed her, which I do, but I made it clear that if she wants to talk to me, she needs to take rehab seriously and use her fuckin head. This isn't gonna fly again (first time this has happened this way, but it's her third drug treatment thing in 8 months).

First detox/rehab you get flowers and cards; by the fifth you get locks on doors...

 

Yeah it sounds like she's got substance abuse problems to workout before she can hold down a relationship.

And idk depends if her weed was pure, if it was laced with other stuff perhaps some of her other conditions are possible and have grain of truth to them.

I've seen some people have really bad short term memory though after long term and constant smokes of weed. (I'm talking about smoking super often, and super frequently)

 

Hah nah I realized that there's nothing left. I saw pictures of her treatment center-- fuck that, this place is a total luxury.

We're carrying on separately; We are opposite in every single way.

 

So, most of the time I texted her she texted back, short answers. Me being the dumb asshole I am, I got frustrated and stopped texting her for a few days. We barely talked at all for about a week, I looked over my text log and I was dead wrong with everything.

She said before she left that I need to step up to the plate, and I didin't. She said (after she left) to call her any time and I didn't ever call. She told me she wanted someone to push her and I was just plain selfish.

Now she's going to a really nice rehab for 30 days, she mentioned that she wanted to meet people there... it was either go there or come back to where I am where she was. I wonder if I had been better about this we might have been in a different place...

She was weird about some things but I was in a weird fucking world with this shit...

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I broke this. My fault.

 

As The Saying Goes, When One Door Closes, Another Door Opens.

Methinks It's Time To Move On, Take A Long Break From Dating To Clear

Your Mind, Then Start Mixing Socially....

I Hope Everything Pans Out For You....



Cheers Glen.

 

Yes... school is coming up... ideas and learning are better than dating...

 

major total fucked up shit... taco bell?

 

Taco bell would fall under that catagory

 

Never Heard This Saying Before, But Then Again, We Don't Have Walrus' In Orstralia...



Cheers Glen.

 

Yeah sounds like she's depressed.

 

sounds like she's insane

hearing that makes me feel better about the addict girl in my life :/