2nd DMT Trip - 20mg. A cartoon bedroom.

This was on the day that I had taken another low dose on the beach earlier on. (Read my trip report - First DMT Experience on here if you wish to know about that first!).

So, because I had finally experienced what DMT was all about on a low dosage, I was eager to experiment further once I was home. It was all I could think about on the drive back from the beach!

Me and my boyfriend (also known on here as sydblotter) got into the bath together with the bong filled up with a small amount ready just for me. We also had a spliff ready to smoke for afterwards. After half an hour of holding the bong in my hand feeling anxious, I came to the conclusion that perhaps it wasn't wise doing this in a small room where I was sweaty and too hot.

An hour later we were in bed. It was about 10PM at this point. I asked my boyfriend to put on a song ready for my trip, so he chose Marooned by Pink Floyd. The song ended. I still hadn't lit it up! My anxiety grew again. I was getting annoyed with myself.
FINALLY, Lucy in the sky with Diamonds came on Youtube, and so that was something interesting and cheery to watch. I creamed up the bong only a little and held the smoke for about 10 seconds. It hit me before I exhaled.

I immediately felt a complete attachment to the room. It was confusing for me because I found it hard to tell whether the music video was separate from the room or even from myself. It was all interlinked. Everything was very much alive with the music.

Things looked so highly defined that it was too much to comprehend. The flowers on the wallpaper warped and glistened. The wardrobe glistened in front of wallpaper that appeared ridiculously smooth. I think the only word to sum it up was intense.

Because of the music video being a cartooned animation, when I looked at our reflection in my bedroom window we looked like cartoon gnomes. When I looked at my boyfriend he looked extremely highly defined yet completely normal at the same time. Anyone who has done a low dosage and looked at somebody will know EXACTLY what I mean!

I know that this all sounds well and truly beautiful, but whilst all of this was going on I felt that familiar warm feeling in my chest. I describe this as being 'there'. Feeling connected and whole with everything in the room. I felt emotion I had never felt before. It was love but deep sorrow and anxiety at the same time. I wanted the trip to stop at this point because I was too overwhelmed with what I was feeling. I think I'd blame it on the post anxiety leading up to the trip and also the fact that I was scared of my mum entering the room to say goodnight.

After coming down a bit (5 minutes in) I was able to move from the bed and skip across my room like an excited child to look in the mirror. My pupils were still quite dilated. It was eerie looking at myself. I wasn't sure if I liked it too much.

So, I would not class this as a good trip. However, I see it as one. It taught me to be careful about choosing my timing to do it. Ideally when I know I'm safe and can do it without the chance of being interrupted.

A word of advice to anyone - a drug to be treated with the utmost respect. Do NOT do it if there's a chance of you being interrupted. Peace!

 

Just keep ripping out all the reports! Another great post! Keep it going

Yeah, if you have any left over, I'd like to hear about a higher dose. Makes everything feel better if you aren't paranoid about people catching you and what not.

Lucy in the Sky sounds like it would have been amazing! Great post

 

Awesome!

I know it's easier said than done, but try not to think of the experience as "good or "bad" just accept whatever happens. I try to have no opinions of why I saw what I saw or if I liked it..I just kinda let it flow.

Also, in my opinion, it's better to listen to music with little or no vocals, they can be distracting at times. But to each their own.

As black lotus said, just keep going with it and posting it up here!

Try 40mg next??

 

Nice to know that you have read another of my posts (Black Lotus)! Thank you for taking some interest.
And in reply to EyesOfTheWorld420: That sounds like a great way of looking at things - just accepting what actually happens... I like it!

I absolutely love posting and knowing that I am getting feedback, so thank you both!

I may just have to go ahead and do a higher dose tonight because I'm feeling on a good level today so I can write yet another report Stay tuned if you wish! Thanks again

 

Amazing. I get anxiety as well when tripping on some acid. My body builds up for the experience and I'm a bit jumpy or nervous. I would take 2-3 shots of honey whiskey an it fills me with warmth and rids me of the unsure feelings.

How would a dmt experience be altered if one were to have a few shots before hand?

Would it be an easier transition into the trip?

While tripping sober I've found it a bit hard to let go and sink in to the deep dark thoughts of mine. And while a little loose I can gaze easily into them.

 

Meditating might help. And I don't think it's possible to "trip sober".