Hi Old Crone, I feel really lost in this world. My name is Lauren, I've asked a couple questions over the past couple years I've been on this forum. I graduated a couple years ago and nothing has taken off for me. I don't feel like anything really resonates with me, but I'm tired of drifting around. Do you get any hits on careers I could possibly go into? I know you are an advocate of just picking something and going along with it but I don't want to spend anymore money or time on something that's not for me. I could definitely use ideas that are actually channeled from a guide or spirit, just some sort of direction or industry I can look into. Anything would be greatly appreciated, sorry for the tone of desperation lol.
Hi Lauren Good to hear from you. I do understand your frustration, but rest assured this time of emptiness is coming to an end. You are ending one cycle and beginning another. The next 6 mounths focuing on the middle 3 will be intense change for you. Do not take everything personal because its just your cocoon opening. In numerology the focus on 6 and 3 equals 9 which is endings and new beginning. In reading your post The first thing I saw was a computer with a tree coming out its top. In the branches of the tree were photo's. I saw the words Computer graphics, teaching, creative workshops. To me these symbols mean you will be persuing a collective career dealing with computer design while working under the umbrella of a company or grant. Do not limit yourself here. What you dare to imagine you will find a way to manifest. The years of fullness are coming as the season slide into awareness. You will eventually branch out on your own and have your own business. You could do computer e cards. This will take you totally out of your comfort zones and push you deeper than you have ever gone. Do not loose sight of your goal. I see money to take care of your loans coming to you but know you will be a part of the manifesting the abundance. What you have done so far has not fed your spirit. Move beyond the limits you are living in. Leap into the abyss and do something you never have done. All of the above is going to change you from the inside out. This is the moment you have been waiting for. Get the word out what you are looking for. Hold off on family and relationships that will distract you. This is YOU time. Create the You you want. Part of the challange is the Universe does not have a clear picture of what you want in the end so is having trouble manifesting what will get you there. Let go of the feeling of desperation and dare to dream your self into a new life and way of thinking.
Hi Old Crone, you seriously rock, thank you for your read. I have never considered a career in graphic design, although I am beginning to realize I have creative potential. It's funny because greeting cards are something I have thought about in the past, seems like such a fun endeavor. I was considering healthcare but I doubt myself. Currently I work on the computer but it's more of a job than a career, but it's interesting you picked up on that. You are soooo right about not feeding my spirit ): I have to save up for a dance class or something because I feel like as alive as a dead tree at the moment. Hold off on family and relationships that will distract me--this is just perfect, what I need to hear. Cuz god knows they distract me. Thank you for your insight
