Hi I am a 19 y/o kid thats pretty unnexperienced when it comes to sex. Since i can remmber i have always had a thing for my aunt. Shes not my aunt by blood( my uncle married her). I absolutley love my uncle and her but this sexual urge will not go awway and it has been like 3-4 years now. Im ashamed for what i have done. In the past i have secretly video taped her. The first time was a while ago probably 3 years ago. i taped her while she was changing in her room. The most recent time i taped her was this past summer. i taped her jumping in and out of the shower. You can call me disgusting, a pig w.e you want. You will never understand! To me she is one of the most beautiful women i have ever seen. She is around 30 years old. her body is absolutley perfect. She has a cute face witha nice pretty smile. her skin is flawless and smooth. her breast are nice and bouncy, a little tummy and an AMAZING ass. To me she has and always will be perfect and my sexual desire/fantasy. I have never acted on any of these fantasies though and she has not a clue about this. Can anyone help me with this? Is there a way to get over her? do you think its because of my inexperience with girls? Do you think i should act on my urges?
Does Your Mom Deliver Your Meals To The Basement, Or Do You Dine Upstairs With The Family....?? Cheers Glen.
Can't you just watch regular porn? LOTS of sites... i would recommend Youporn or Redtube, and select the MILF category if that's the kinda thing that turns you on. I had sexual urges towards an aunt before... Yeah, you get over it, because you find something better! So, I would strongly suggest you get over those urges, and for pete's sake burn the tapes! You DON'T want those lying around, that would be a very awkward discussion.. And possibly years of therapy...
You did act on it, you taped her without her consent. Your acting on compulsive behavior, just man up and walk away, we all have to at some point man. The world is full of sexualy active people, go find some of them, for your own good.
yea i can watch regular porn i do, but like i said i cant stop thinking about her. Do you guys think that i need to act on it further to get it out of my system? Or will that only temp. satisfy me aswell?
Uhmmm. Yeah... You definitely don't want to act on it.. If you ABSOLUTELY MUST, can't you go out and find a hooker who looks kinda like her and bang her brains out yelling your aunt's name? I mean they don't care.. Really.. And then maybe you can get it out of your system.. Honestly though dude, just go rub a few out thinking about her, you'll get bored, and it always passes. Been there done that (Don't you judge me!) So it does pass, and you will get past it and onto the next piece of ass lol.. I know, I make light, but it's true... It's the way us guys are hard wired... So... Go with it.. But AGAIN one LAST time.. GET RID OF THE TAPES, unless you feel like having that awkward discussion, therapy AND JAIL TIME (because it gets worse as you go on in time as the insanity please won't work after a certain amount of time....)
As Sam101 said, get rid of the tapes ASAP. You literally have two choices here. 1. Talk to her about this. 2. Forget about the whole thing. The latter may seem impossible, but everything will get better once you fall in love. Just to clear things up, you are not in love with your aunt. You are infatuated. Seriously. Get rid of those tapes
Hi there ! You say you are a 19 yr old kid - 19 is an adult age, but we all like to act like a kid sometimes regardless of our older ages? - it makes us feel good / makes life a bit more interesting?. You are doing something sort of like I did years ago as well, but not exactly with the same age difference or with a relation who was a desired fantasy. Private message me if you wish?
I have never video taped or recorded a woman when she was nude - only saw 1 or 2 yrs ago when I were aged about 19 + & it was before I got married , but only kept the memory recorded of seeing them nude.
Yeah, your fantasy crossed the line of reality and you acted on it. You need to stop now, because your sending out bad ripple effects both to yourself and to the rest of society. Also you're 19, not a kid, but i suspect your a troll.
If you have ever had any bad idea this is the worst you have ever had, you will be disapointed, ashamed if your aunt comes to know about anything plus the tapes. but you can get someone who looks like her and with the same name, hope that one will save you from being disghusting.
lol yea i already got rid of the tapes on my ipod nano i deleted them the day i took each video. So i guess their deleted is there any way to gegt them back? how can i permenatley delete them if their not already?
They can be recovered. Once you delete something, that space is simply seen as space that can be overwritten. The files are still there. Once that space has been used for something else (overwritten), they will be almost impossible to recover. I highly doubt you need to be worrying that much, though. You just needed to worry about someone finding those videos. As you are the only one who knows about them, I'm pretty sure no one will be recovering deleted files from your iPod to find them To answer your question: Get a ton of music and put as much as you can onto your iPod. It has to be full. You can then delete the music again, and the videos will be almost impossible to recover.
